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And that's how you lose him,
Your ignorance,
Thinking it's bliss,
Your avoidance,
Thinking it's brave,
When he tries his best to make you
Smile,
Tell you it's alright to cry,
Make you believe you deserve,
Love,
Happiness,
And the whole world,
If he could, he would;

But that's how you lose him,
When you decide it's just a game,
Thinking he's another player,
Like the rest of them,
Even though they have different names,
And he's shown nothing but how he's not the same;

So that's how you lose him,
And you're the one to blame.

@byizn
Narrow shoulders,
Small figure,
Skinny legs,
with big hands,
long fingertips,
tight grips,
Black hair,
thick eyebrows,
somewhat pale for your peers,
Red cheeks,
Small lips,
Wide toothy smile,
You seem so fragile,
But then you carry heavy words effortlessly ,
You seem so familiar,
But then you still hid behind those walls,
You seem so smart,
But then you misspelled,
You seem so serious,
But then you laughed,
You seem so  mature,
But then your eyes lit up as soon as you talked about your favorite movies,

For all i know,
you are nothing like what people seemed you to be,
you are something more,
something deep,
As if a void,
almost swallowed me whole.
Yells inside...





from a depth of my heart...
to the most beautiful event to my life...
to you....
just you..
whom entered my life with no ask...
whom i saw after my sun's dark...
whom gave me a hope again....
i'm writing now.....
writing with a silent yells inside...
whispers from my heart...
to reach your touch inside...
to get your blood runs happily to each part...
to feel as you fly with no wings into my space...
to get more close to my silent's yell...
while you hearing my whispers now....
hearing with no voice...
saying....
love you sweetheart...

hazem al...
O Heart...please stop beat....


please heart stop beat...

i can't stand with any more...

letters got strayed...

phrases scattered...

night got madly...

breathes went away...

what's going there...

where is the reality...

where i am now...

where are you...

did i lost my mind...

looking around...

every where...

went with my eyes where it can...

may i find any insignia...

nothing i got...

nothing i can see...

searched a lot...

every where...

tried a lot paths...

confused got...

got lost...

what's going there...

am i seeing things from a far...

is it any sign...

or its a mirage...

is it a real...

or what..

really don't know...

waves took me from side to another side...

took me with no decide...

with no power i had...

lots of thoughts runs so fast...

went with those waves...

called me to ride...

to dive into those waves...

i need...

need to dive, to be there...

but it would be the most difficult decision i take...

lost got i am again...

should i do...

should i take a risk...

am i going to stand it windy stormy...

no one will stand with...

just only me,who will...

will suffer its outcome...



so ... please heart..

please my heart...

stop beating...

i can't bear all those beats...

please do ...

hazem al jaber ...

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