Moving on isn't as easy as everyone might think.
As much as you try to, a part of you will not let go
of that little piece of hope. You might know that
it's useless and that you're wasting your time; however,
You can't help yourself. Your mind refuses to let
go of the past yet you are terrified of the future.
Maybe the one you lost has already moved on, still
emotions stay the same. No matter what you do
or what you say, deep down you know that not a
**** thing has changed. You hurt when you see
him or her happy but will not do anything about
it. Why would you?  You accept that this is how
it's going to have to be and you live with it
because that's what you know how to do.

You appeared out of nowhere
Years ago on a warm evening in Europe
Your tiny and elegant shape, your short blond hair
Our relationship was sweet and short
Then, who knows how, we lost each other
Trails of life bringing us to different ends of the world.
Fifteen years and the dark tunnel was suddenly over
I found you, again, as if you were newly born
And you had not changed a bit
The very same smile
The same sparkle in the eyes
As if you were mine.
Thanks for being who you are
In my heart you will never be far,
My friend forever.