I would have known thee before the day ends
When butterflies’ wings glow beneath the sun
And water flows across the rocky crust.
I wish… I wish… I really wish I would.

I would have known thee before darkness peeks
When music sings its harmony with smiles
We’d hear the lyrics’ tone; it echoes the sweetest laugh.
Oh I wish I would before nightmare spared.

I would have known thee before stories end
When stars won’t blink and clocks don’t rush
The hour hath run before I would
And date hath passed before I could.

I would have known thee before we met
When my heart remembers how to beat
And my lips still know how to smile…
When my world seems just so fine
and fair.

I would have known thee
I wish I would
Before I found myself deeply…
falling
In numb.

...
you'll search for me
in every soul you'll
cross your path with...

Shiny sparklin’ sun’s rise
Smilin’ brightly lighting your face
Oh, what a day to remember
Your eyes hath spoke
When they met mine

Hey! I like those smiles
I count the colors in your mood
You laugh the softness in your soul
I memorized the stroke of each sound

‘twas one of a kind
Felt the scent of the sweetest haven
You told me your story
I felt my lips pronouncing mine

You’re so special
You never knew
And I wasn’t aware
I was falling hard

So so hard
I forgot how lovely you were
When you just told me
You once hath fallen
hard
For her
and only for her.

We were paper dolls
in a paper house
Door opens; windows closed
We see the chances
but miss all hopes.
We were paper dolls
hanging on the walls.

We were paper dolls
dressed like our Majesty.
You held your sword so tight
I lie my heart in you
And when the dawn is nigh
all candles' lit were blown
we were back once more
in our own separate traps.

And again,
we were paper dolls
played by one thing
we never had...

You knocked at my door
without realizing
you already had my key
a long time ago.

It was there,
buried in a
pocket full of
pride.

Red huge moon let me see your face
On a cold dark night I needed light.
Red huge moon may you show me your smile
For this moment I needed strength.

I’ve been in loved with an Adonis
A man I’ve always been dreaming.
I used to stare at those sweet smiles
From a distance I count his laugh.

I’ve been lonely, I’ve always been.
I cried for him, he didn’t cared.
I’ve been in blue, everything had always been.
I called his name, he didn’t even heard.

Red huge moon I beg to show me yourself
Red huge moon before I go to sleep.
Red huge moon as I dream he would love me, too
In an unattainable dream under the impossible red huge moon.

You've renamed
love and let it be
known to me

only to be reminded
of why I had to forget it
on the first place.

feel,
die,
live
then

What reason
will be enough
to take the risk?

drive?
thirst?
longing?
desire?
intimacy?
love?
life?

And among those
tiny million kinds of sadness
the one that's left
is the one that lingers long.

Watching your life
from pictures,
I, for once,
had been
a part of...

I told him my secrets.
He gave back lies.
I believed,
He left

...

Listen not
to what he could utter
for words do fleet
while deeds don't lie

What man wants to
he'll let you see through...

i gave my whole trust
he returned it with excess doubt
now both of us weigh life
lingered in pseudo rotten love

You’ll know what love’s supposed to be
when from ages til ages
you’ve fallen and crashed into pieces

You’ll know how time could heal
if all wounds have been bleeding
you wouldn’t feel any better
right til you’ve drowned from reality

*You’ll know;
someday
you will

He gave me sparkles

Like how fireworks
explode on New Year's eve.

Grand.
Loud.
Kaleidoscopic.

and then
Gone.

You had no idea
how many times
I've tried...

until I've fin'lly came
to realize.