you were the bad guy in my life
but a good guy in everyone else's
what did I do
to make you hate me so much
to want to break my heart in two
to have me think that I am unworthy.
what did you do

you may have loved me
but I was in love with you
so what you didn’t see
was you breaking my heart in two.

At the age of 2, I knew about death
I knew there was a disease called Cancer
And it killed you
At the age of 5, I felt anger
I felt angry that I never said hello
Life stole you
At the age of 10, I understood pain
I understood the stingy feeling
It’s still with me
Now, I have envy
I envy the ones who have shared time with you
never had the chance
Till forever, I love you
I love the family you brought me
If only you could see

maybe our love wasn't fate,
but you were my destiny

It’s funny that you hate liquor
because you are the reason I drink alcohol

in the bathroom
all alone 
except with a razor
the last thing to touch her
the last thing to see her 
breathing.