you were the bad guy in my life
but a good guy in everyone else's
what did I do
to make you hate me so much
to want to break my heart in two
to have me think that I am unworthy.
what did you do

maybe our love wasn't fate,
but you were my destiny

in the bathroom
all alone 
except with a razor
the last thing to touch her
the last thing to see her 
breathing.

It’s funny that you hate liquor
because you are the reason I drink alcohol

At the age of 2, I knew about death
I knew there was a disease called Cancer
And it killed you
At the age of 5, I felt anger
I felt angry that I never said hello
Life stole you
At the age of 10, I understood pain
I understood the stingy feeling
It’s still with me
Now, I have envy
I envy the ones who have shared time with you
never had the chance
Till forever, I love you
I love the family you brought me
If only you could see

you may have loved me
but I was in love with you
so what you didn’t see
was you breaking my heart in two.