I try to look brave, confident and strong
in front of everyone, it may be wrong.
It's because I learned to hide
what I really feel inside.
Even if it kills me, I am too proud
to show the real me to the crowd.
Unlike most people I always thought
it's better to have regrets than remorses.
So yes I'm dying behind my disguise
but you'll never see it through my eyes.

He was my flaw, my kryptonite
I know we broke up months ago
But still I couldn't let him go
That's surely why I cry tonight

You knew all about how I felt
you're the one who helped me hold on
But then I saw the attraction
between you two, yes I could tell

I kept saying "she's not like that"
Cause I had so much faith in you
Or I couldn't admit it, that's true
And you just didn't have the right

Finally you are both dating
All I do is think about it
And now I really feel like ****
It's just too hard understanding

You held me in your arms,
no matter how I felt.
You kept me safe from harm,
I am under your spell.

With you I always have fun,
nobody knows me better.
I owe you all I learn,
I have a debt forever.

I am your honey bun,
for the eternity.
I shine like a bright sun,
when you are next to me.

You make me feel worthy,
even when life is tough.
So you don't have to worry,
you are more than enough.

I'm looking forward the moment when I'll be fine again
I can't remember the days when I didn't feel this pain

If only you told me what I was about to go through
Maybe now I would not be this broken heart to rescue

I want to be happy, to laugh, I want to be complete
And most of all, I really need to be back on my feet

No matter what it takes, I just want you out of my mind
But it seems like all you did, was to leave me colorblind.

I hate when you're happy
I hate it when you cry
I hate when you make fun of me
Even worse when you avoid my eyes
I hate the sound of your laugh
I hate it when you're drunk
I hate you broke my heart in half
I hate you left me like junk
I hate it when you're not around
And the way you exhaust me when you're there
I hate you saw me in the background
I hate you dumped me with no air
I hate you date my bestfriend
And the way she fell for you
I hate the way it all end
I hate that we didn't argue
I hate you always take up my mind
And the way I can't find sleep
I hate that you were too kind
I hate that I fell to deep.