She brought about emotion,
All good feelings, love and true happiness,
Before I was empty and hallow,
But she has gone,
Left me to me and the emotion she released,
They began to fade,
Go away,
Until they are gone and her with them,
Me left with nothing except anger and control,
Control that is fading along with everything else...

I've lost all inspiration,
No ambition left in my cover of life,
Lost the will it takes to go on,
But I will in the hopes that one day,
I will get it all back,

I'm floating alone,
No one around,
Free to be myself and do what I want,
No world to worry about,
Only the stars and moon to illuminate the platform afloat,
Singular in this blue ocean,
So I dance and sing,
Imagine,
I'm myself but I float slowly to land,
I dread the moment I'm land struck,
The moment the world returns with it's faults and evils,
I simply dread it...

Pleasing,
Pretending to be happy,
Doing what I've been told,
Always doing what you say is best for the future,
I'm done with it all,
I've gone insane,
Only surviving wearing this mask,
The face of the man I once was,
Ripped off in moments of desperation,
I try to sew myself back together but it's a impossible task,
My mask I've worn for so long is torn,
My true nature revealed,
All I want in life is to be happy,
And in this world as it is right now,
That is the truly impossible task and I've lost hope in it,
This world is like me,
Broken,
Falling apart,
No one trying to put it back together,
All it takes is one,
A single person to try,
To smile,
To laugh,
To make every one happy around them,
This is the person that will allow me to live without this mask,
It's impossible though so I keep this mask,
Broken and cracked,
Waiting for the day someone will prove me to be wrong...

Everyone will say I have lost my way,
They all just haven't seen I've begun to sway.

They all say I'm going the wrong way,
But just don't understand what I say.

I've gone,
I've seen,

This is the way I want to be,
This is the happiness I've searched for,
This way it's for me,
I will not stand on your shore,
But I will see that this is happy,
I'm happy and though you say it's a mistake,
I'm not fallowing your advice,
Done dissipointing,
Done being counted on,
I'm done trying to please

Choices,
There are countless choices in life,
Options,
Ones that define you as a person,
Choices that have a lasting effect on others,
And there's some that seem like they matter even when they don't.

Choices,
Choices make us who we are,
They make you good or bad,
They are set in time and you can't ever get the choice back,
All we can do is learn from them,

Choices,
The choice of words is so amazing,
With words you can do anything,
Create worlds or speak your mind,
Make or break a relationship forever,
All done with just a few sounds that you utter,
Words are the peoples greatest power,
They've even destroyed whole civilizations,
But choose your words,
Choice is important because those words can aslo do harm,
Maybe even destroy someone,
So choose but wisly because once you've said it you can't take that choice back,
You must live with it,
Watch it,
And see it make or destroy someone...

I've been broken and fallen to prices,
I've tried so hard,
Tried to make it work,
Get you to love me,
Been the sweetest most romantic guy,
I've delt with your problems and imperfections,
But you break me and I've had enough,
Enough of you and your ****,
You will never be mine and have ignored me one too many times,
My feelings have fallen back to numb and you're the one that made them emerge,
So I'm over it all and back to the way before we met,
Before you crushed me,
Not feeling, no want,
Nothing but anger that I controll with ease,
You won't break me again but I may you,
Because when you come back,
Wanting me,
Wanting my protection,
Wanting me to make you feel happy,
I'm gone and out of your reach,
You will never know how much you missed.