I don't tell anyone how I feel
there's too much emotion and not enough words
I feel like I'm all alone and no one understands
even if people are going through the same thing

I don't cry in front of anyone
it's a sign of weakness
I feel embarrassed
even if no one laughs

I don't self-harm myself though
even though sometimes it seems like the only way
to release the emotional pain
it doesn't solve anything

So put down the razor
cry if you're hurting
tell people how you feel
and most importantly, don't hate yourself and don't let anyone put you down.

what if you never really liked me
what if we weren't actually friends
what if this whole friendship was a lie
what if our memories meant nothing to you
what if we never talked again
what if we're not friends anymore
what if...

i don't know what i did wrong
but you won't pick up the phone
and every time i think we're through
you come back and say i love you

it's like i'm stuck in your twisted game
and the rules change everyday
too scared i might break things
it's like i'm trapped in you

don't you think that i'm too young
don't you think you've done enough
with all your pleadings and all your guilt
i guess i was too gullible and thought you'd have changed

you come and leave anytime you want
using me but i can't get out
stuck in a maze and i'm trying to find an exit
but you're in the way every time i try to leave

our bodies are just a structure
it's basically a thing
we use it for fun and for pain
we wear it down until it can't stand anymore

our bodies are just things that we take for granted