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All these kids running and screaming
"They're just kids,
They're just being"
I don't know why,
but I just can't.
All this play-by-the-book thing
"We hate each other but on sunday we play it nice
Cause family it's our bigger treasure, right?"

So go on little girl,
put that sunday dress on and come to grandma house
Your cousins will be there
So you better do something nice on your hair
When your aunts ask about boyfriends,
satisfied them with whatever dumb story they can tell others later on
And ignore the fact you're hurt that they never even questioned if you like boys at all
And when your uncle make a sexist joke
laugh and shake your head
Because there's no place in the fam for a woman who speak up
Do never forget,
You're suppose to be a good pet.

-They really don't know why I don't go to family sundays anymore?
You make me think I'm there ,maybe nearly
Day in day out ,the truth gets scary
All the hurt and pains are proving hard to carry
All the chasing and hiding like we're some tom and jerry
I'm dancing on a sinking ferry
Don't make me feel like I could have burnt it all
It's so early
Maybe too late it consumed my soul
A love I had no casket to bury

Thoughts of you left me meditating
Sometimes you left me to the ground
Other times left me levitating
Your suspense was fascinating
Your smile, breathe taking
You wink was tempting
Take it all and leave me with nothing
We could be sailing, maybe dating
But we keep hesitating
I'm insane , I'm in pain
What is left to gain
You got me addicted to you like *******
Can't you see you've captured
My whole being, my brain
You set my soul on fire
Like you're burning the rain
Nothing more to explain

But listen attentively
I want you to hear me speak
I'm crazy about you
Come closer I'm no freak
On my long list you're at the peak
You my priority, my strength
Without you I'm so weak
My words maybe bleak
If I were a magician,
Making you fall for me would be my first trick
Giving me little attention makes me sick
Thoughts about you are massive, they're big
If everything was at my disposal
You would be my first pick
Let me be your Romeo
Let me give you a million and one kisses on you cheek
What I feel for you is multidimensional
It's oblique

You still left me with questions
Tell me, should I shift the world over?
Should I cry you a river ?
Should I promise you we would be together
Like I mean forever ?
Should I scream your name louder?
Should I dive deeper, should I say a piece of prayer?
Should I wait a little bit further?
What can I do to prove I love ya ?

You're the reason for my sleepless nights
You're my fantasy, you're my ecstasy
You're my all, my legacy
Hold my hand let's fulfill our prophecy
All my problems and you're the only remedy
You're my muse,my comedy
Would you be my wife, could we be family
Like my breathe, you're essential to my life
All I'm trying to say is,
Lady you're wanted by me , you're necessary

Is like this feeling keeps rising
I got you running through my veins
You're smile keeps me wondering
If you're an angel in person
This ain't surprising
Cause you're the best thing in my life
You're amazing
People may say we ain't meant to be together
But really not insisting you love me as much as I do
Because today I tell you, I'm loving you forever
I could kiss you from hair to toe
You're my high, you're my low
You're everything I ever wanted and more
I love you and ain't scared to show
You're my lady
And very soon with a ring, the world would know

Finally our love is strong
Out of nothing we grew
Through dark clouds we flew
All the mistakes made, chances we blew
Each chapter read, all we've being through
Crossed all the lines the world drew
Made odd even to prove our love is true
Every thought, every speech, every reflex
Every tear, every laughter, every breathe
I want to live it all with you
Our hearts beat as one.
Telling that special one how I feel
And proving love can be real.

©JusticeDePablo
 Jan 2019 Kristo Frost
Cj
So many lights
So many buildings
Very little trees and grass
So much pollution
Nothing is being done
To save us all
And sooner than later
We’re dead
Because we miss treated this beautiful planet
That gives us life
And for that
We **** it
And all other life in it
Like it’s a hobby
Like it’s fun
Like we’re in charge
NO
We aren’t
And I’m sorry future generations
For what we have done
We’ve slowly killed ourselves
With phones televisions
Drugs
I’ve learned this first hand
For I am having consequences
For what other people have done
For what people my age have done
For what other generations before me
Have done
And so I’m truly, from the bottom of my heart, sorry
And I need to make a difference so for anyone who sees this
Please help
Even if it’s picking up trash
Please do it
And save humanity
Please message me because I really wanna start something anything that can make a difference even if you are from the other side of the world, together we can make a difference!
 Jan 2019 Kristo Frost
JasFow
Him.
 Jan 2019 Kristo Frost
JasFow
We've talked
I said it
You listened
I held my breath
You sighed
Releasing what I can't believe
You feel the same
Just as confused
But you also have been used
Both bruised from our past
You started crying
It probably wasn't the best response
I smiled
You loved me too
Somehow I already knew
Terrified of what you would say
I almost never said anything
Going on everyday
Pretending I felt nothing
You knew
Too smart for you not to
Now I wonder somedays
If you feel it still
Has it gone away with the time
We share a home now
Three soft children we keep warm
You know I will never cause you harm
We're perfect
They all see it
Telling us
We laugh it away casually
But why are we laughing
It's true
I can see it now
Me and You
It's okay, it's alright
I know you can't be just mine
Is it so wrong for me to say
You can go to them anyway
I'll look the other way
Just come home to me
Say I love you, again.
Is it really as complicated as we make it out to be?
She walks in silent misery
a prisoner to subconscious memories
trapped within this repeating reel
believing what is not real

Blaming herself for not being the cure
shaming herself for pain she’s endured
willpower cannot break The cycle
without cellular healing wounds recycle

Intergenerational trauma exists
without intervention suffering persists
family history has infected her DNA
genetically coded for a life of disarray

She longs to walk in silent peace
where suffering and misery cease
she believes the solution will be found
when her body is six feet underground
1/19/19
Hey pink.. come back to me..
Powder my cheeks with your hue..
Polish my nails with a shade of yours..
Put some maybelline punch on my lips
Add some dazzle to my tulle gown..
Blush a little on my sandals..
Because I might bump in to him today...
 Jan 2019 Kristo Frost
Luna
Hey
I just founded an Instagram page in which I post my deepest thoughts and it would help me a lot if you followed it or at least checked it out.
The username is @darkmistpoetry.
Thank you a lot
 Jan 2019 Kristo Frost
unitless
everything you say ends up being the opposite
I’m getting away , it’s hard I’m still trying
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