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  May 2019 Leila The Kiwi
Kaitlyn Marie
I've met people I didn't think were human
and I've broken the human in me trying to figure them out
Leila The Kiwi May 2019
As soon as he showed
No interest
In reading my poems
In learning who I was
I should have
Turned away

Instead,
I let him
Take many firsts
Which he didn't
Deserve

I didn't think...
But now I know,
I should have
Left him
Behind
Sooner.

l.v.s
Leila The Kiwi Apr 2019
Bitter waves lap at my feet
Whilst the tempest tugs at my hair
Pleading me to step forward

Leading me into the depths
That hold me captive
Left to scratch my way out
My last attempt at anything
Why didn't I expect to fail?

Finally, you come to see
How I am coping
But silence is your only reply.

You're too late.

l.v.s
I finally managed to write the third part! I used sections from my other poems to make this one. I found an aspect of another poem which relates to my own: "to and from frozen places with the shivering in between,  hoping for a bit of warmth to take the edge off." - Tyler Knott Gregson
  Apr 2019 Leila The Kiwi
annh
You are a sky of broken promises;
In the early morning, bluer than blue,
By midday, overcast with a shower on the way,
As evening falls, I trudge home hunched against your cold rain,
My trusty umbrella doing its best to shield me from my disappointment.

Yet again.

‘When all is said and done, the weather and love are the two elements about which one can never be sure.’
- Alice Hoffman, Here on Earth
Leila The Kiwi Apr 2019
This isn't a poem but I just had a thought, there's a few people out there that read my stuff and I've had some pretty intense conversations with people on poetry websites. I always see these places as a sanctuary where I can express myself openly, pour out my heart and soul for people to see. Normally I filter which things I show certain people but you guys are mostly all in the same boat. We open ourselves up and try to make things, including our pain, look as beautiful and delicate as we possibly can. It's an art that's extremely close to home for most of us. I'm glad these communities have been made because when I do message poets there's no small talk or *******. It jumps straight to the point and we share even deeper parts of ourselves and our experiences because this is a place where we've already taken off the masks and shared ourselves with others. It's spectacular, there's not many other places where you can be so comfortably yourself with others, because here you just need to take a moment to look at their work and see if they're in the same boat. It's a shortcut of sorts to the person's soul.

This ended up being much longer than I'd anticipated but it's something that I always hold close to my heart. I came on here to say that I hope everyone's doing okay and trying their best to find even the smallest ray of light each day, especially if they're having a hard time. You're all super brave for expressing yourselves on here, or if you're just doing it to be creative good on you too because you don't know how many people might connect with your words. Keep doing what you're doing and be kind to yourselves as well as other people.

Just a little message for you guys,
Leila :)
Leila The Kiwi Mar 2019
I can not help
That words flood out
Of me and splash
Onto others
Leaving behind
Tears of happiness

It comes naturally
To me

l.v.s
A snippet of a message I sent to an old love of mine.
Leila The Kiwi Mar 2019
A bird floating
On murky water
Flutters for a moment
Only to find
A slice of plastic

She hasn't seen
Soft bread
Since her friends vanished
And her feathers matted

The lone swan
Bows her head.

l.v.s
I got this image in my head after waking up... it looks like I'm writing morning poems now haha
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