I'm here.
And all I do is staring
at the past that
kills me slowly.
And all I can do is to bear it
because you're not here
to save me
from myself...

There are daydreams when I'm lost in your love
the one I never had but always asked
This is when I remember you most
your hair and the way you talk
and your eyes missing nothing at all

My new friends built on my new life
I still laugh,the way you remember(if you still do)
It's been a year,I can't forget you
For my love poems, I devote all of them to you

There are nighthoughts when I want the past back
the chance we had but never asked
This is when I miss you most
my hands trembling every time you talk
and my eyes searching for yours

I hope my thoughts reach you sometimes
and you have a place for me in your heart
I hope your life is the way you imagined
and you remember me when you rarely laugh

My new friends don't judge my silly rhymes
I joke with them,the way I would(with you)
It's been thirteen months, I can't live οn a memory
For my first love, I'll always think of you

It really is quite a feeling
I'm a black hole
and I can't stop hoping
That one of these days will be what I expected

It really is quite a sensation
I'm scared shitless
Merely at the thought of living

It really is pitiful
How much hope I have
For a future that brings nothing