the serial monogamist
constantly looking for your next hit
whether it be meeting a new face, a rollie
an argument
instant gratification is your currency
and You worry that you're a fraud
I don't know if i'm the only one who knows

A spectacular nothing is what I feel
When I know love,
When I know hate.
A spectacular nothing is when I see
The shake in my hands,
The tears on my face.
A spectacular something is you,
A spectacular nothing is me.

a tempest now brews
thunder rolls o'er the township
rumbling its echo

When we sat on that rooftop,staring at the clouds, talking like we'd known each other for centuries ..
that's when I knew that the rest of my life had just begun.

Remember me not by the way we argued, or the way we stayed silent in anger

Remember me by the way my lips felt on yours; by the way my name tasted on your tongue

Remember me
when the room is filled with sunlight
when the shadows create another form

That it's not mine

I want to believe
in something, anything
more than
this
yet my mind overrides my
heart and dysphoria is part of the daily routine
a profound state of dissatisfaction
no longer caring is harder
and i feel it

Like layers of clothing you strip my emotions away
Until I am naked and I have nothing to say
For a moment I shudder; afraid of all I lack
Then turn as you lay a blanket of love across my back.