Kwanele

Mar 2018

yúyīn

Tired..

ＪＪｓｂｄｋｓｎｄｋｋｄｍｘｍｊｓｈＪｕｓｔｌｅｔｍｅｄｉｅｍｍｍｋｂｈｂｘｊｄｎｘｎｂｄｊｘｂｄｎｘｎｎｘｎｘｎＩｍｓｏｔｉｒｅｄｏｆｔｈｉｓｎｓｊｓｎｋｋｓｂｄｎｄｎｂｄｔｈｅｓｅｔｅａｒｓｗｏｎｔｓｔｏｐｊｄｊｄｎｎｚｎｊｓｎｎｄｕｄｎｄｋｄｋｎｆｋｄｍｓｓｎｆｎｊｄｎｄｎｎｄｂｄｂｄｂｄｎＷｈｙｔｈｅｐａｉｎｓｔｉｌｌｌｉｖｅｓｉｎｍｙｈｅａｒｔｊｊｘｎｘｊｘｊｄｎｍｙｋｄｊｄｖｊｓｎｄｊｃｊｎｄｎｄｎｃｎｘｋｘｎｋｘｎｄｋｄｋｊｄｎｓｋｘｈｊｓｈｄｊｄｄｎｄｅＩｍｓｏｆｕｃｋｉｎｇｔｉｒｅｄｍｓｎｎｄｋｓｎｘｏｎｓｈｘｉｄｎｋｘｎｄｊｓｊｄｂｊｄｋｓｌｍｓｎｄｊｊｄｂｄｉｓｂｄｊｊｄｋｓｎｄｊｄｈｂｓｎｄｎｎｄｊｄｊｄｎｄｎｄ

Ｙｏｕｌｌｎｅｖｅｒｕｎｄｅｒｓｔａｎｄｍｅ

@.**

#depression #pain #sadness #hurt #tears

Kwanele Mar 2018

Do you wish for me ?

the sudden need to be held by you is overwhelming
the sudden need to be held by you will not let me rest.
the sudden need to be held by you could bring me to tears if I allowed it to.
i wish to someday know what it feels like to be held by you
i wish to someday know how it feels to be held by you
i wish to someday know what you feel like.

Hold me

Mar 2018

Her

Immortal

the moment a poet
falls in love with you

is the moment
you live

f o r e v e r

Kwanele Mar 2018

Untitled

I have no desire to be rid of you
I have no desire to feel without you
I have no desire to throw away all your beautiful
I have no desire to try.
I have no desire to court you like I could, I have no desire to court you like you are worth it,
worth it? you are,
very much so
but you don't love me, atleast not like the days you finally said it to me.

Perpetual

Kwanele Sep 2017

I'd like control

I am attached to completely submitting to my desires
I want control.
maybe control comes with less heartbreak, the will to live for something more than the way you smile when you speak to me, when you question it, my answer will always be " because you're beautiful " and you tell me to stop and I tell you that I'm not doing anything, so anything you're feeling is there because you feel more for me than what you'll ever let the world see.

#her #no #control #confusion

Kwanele Sep 2017

Will you?

would you self destruct, with me?
would you self destruct, for me?
would you. let me self destruct, for you?
would you. let me self destruct, with you?
would you ?
would you allow me the pleasure of unravelling
would you allow me the pleasure of seeing you unravel?
would you unravel with me?
Will you?

consent.

Kwanele Sep 2017

What's right about the way I chose to live.

Imagine seeing me wake up from a comatose state
and seeing me see you,
there's nothing wrong with that.

There's a whole lot wrong with me seeing you when you're not there,

There's a whole lot wrong with my mind having the ability of creating the illusion on your much wanted presence

There's a whole lot wrong in seeing my mind break my heart in the name of You,

There's a whole lot wrong in seeing my mind break my heart over and over again.