I guess I won that stupid fight of "I love you more."

Another sleepless night
sitting in the dark
the thoughts of you consuming me
wishing you were here
the thoughts of you get me by
knowing that your smell
or touch will get me high
knowing that the sound
of your voice will stop the pain
knowing you will
pull me out of the dark
knowing that you know
what I’m going through
i let my thoughts get ahead
they make me lose control
of my surroundings
but that moment
i hear your voice
it stops the thoughts
it makes the world vanish
all i can hear is you
all i see is me and you
You pulled me out of the darkness

He kissed his fate on the lips and jumped.

This ones for you.
Remember that night you had the dream I died? You called me crying at 4am. I told you I loved you and I'm still here.
Remember that first kiss? I planned it for months and it surprised me even still.
Remember the first night sleeping next to me? I had never felt so safe with someone.
Remember when we talked about the future and stared at the ceiling for hours? The future ended to fast.  
Remember when you kissed me and told me it was just distance? That was the last time.
Remember when you took my heart and told me that's it? Can I have it back it's been months.
Well I remember sitting here dreaming about you everyday wondering if you are okay or how your doing. Still sitting with this hoodie on.
I hope life is going good.
This ones for you.