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Johannes Coetzee Sep 2016
dear God
it's me your son
for i have sinned
as i call upon your name
asking for your forgiveness
down on my knees
having this conversation with you God
crying for help
for you has promised to wash my sins away
i am merely human God
mistakes  i make
risks i take
but at night i turn to you God
please hear my prayer
and forgive my sins
as i am your beloved son
amen
Diary of a Lonely Teenager
Johannes Coetzee Sep 2016
I love the way you wrap your eyes around me
Your kitten eyes, snow white smile and innocent face
I love the way you and I hold hands and talk for hours
Our deep empty stares; ending with passionate kisses
I love it when you call me baby
Your eyes must be a reflection of your love for me
It seems to be the only thing linking your heart to me
I love the way you and I make love
So passionate
I love the way you appear in my dreams; bringing about light into my dreams
You and I
Just you and I
Like lovers do
#love
Johannes Coetzee Sep 2016
Yesterday's mistakes in vein
no more heartache and pain
Dancing rays of the pleasant sun
heading to the West
Birds cheerfully singing for the coming of a new day
As clouds gather upon the clear sky
bringing rain to wash yesterday's sins away
Here I stand; repenting all my sins upon the coming of a new day
As fresh air enters my nostrils aimed at my lungs
Refreshing my mind; imposing  positive thoughts
Rejoice for a new day has come!
Diary of a Lonely Teenager
Johannes Coetzee Sep 2016
Lies and deciets defeated
A little bit of jealousy here and there
Trust, honesty and respect
Attention, playtime and affection
Heartbeat skipping moments
Heavy adrenaline pumping stares
Passionate kisses and lustful desires
Fixed mistakes, history of the past
Yearning for the future
Two hearts beat as one, sentence completion and public affection
No fear for judgment
Loving unconditionally until the infinity
Diary of a Lonely Teenager
Johannes Coetzee Sep 2016
Thinking you were breaking my soul
Oh, little did you know
A heart made of stone
Is it me you wanted to mock?
Truth is;
I'm still standing
Wishing you could turn the clock around
Regrets now sinking in
A little too late, don't you think?
Better you wanted
And it's all I could offer
Knowing that the best is yet to come
Your impatience misleading you
Now look where it got you
Down and out, overwhelmed by regrets
Diary of a Lonely Teenager
Johannes Coetzee Sep 2016
here I stand
ripped out heart
broken soul
never could have imagined
or in denial; this is what it made me
still yearning for it- the heartbeat skipping, air seeking, andrenalin pumping yet deceiving moments
how could a golden heart stop beating?
a tender soul stop caring?
left with the results of loving unconditionally and until the infinity
a broken soul
Diary of a Lonely Teenager
Johannes Coetzee Aug 2016
Loving but never loved in return
loved but never returning
Same difference; no wait
who's foolingwho?
Learn to bear with it- the unpleasant shades of love
Stronger it will make you
or braver your heart will be
Yearning for its lustful desires; passionate kisses and rhythmic heart beats
Or is it broken hearts and cursed kisses?
Never last until eternity, promising to be until the infinity
still abstaining from reality
Truth is; your time has not yet come
Diary of a Lonely Teenager
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