Johannes Coetzee

Johannes Coetzee Aug 2016

more than what you are willing to give
doubtfully waiting to receive
kitten eye fooled and a fake smile too
giving but never receiving
now, is this what you call love?
handled you with care, fragile written in bold
what I thought were important
were just the odds and caution signs
irony, no wait; ironically, doubtfully, lustfully, foolishly
or just probably fooled by what we call love

Diary of a Lonely Teenager

#hurt

Johannes Coetzee Aug 2016

"LOVE"

Venomously poisones
or did we just become heartless?
A glance of it unconsciously impose blindness upon us
Waving the word around
causing less heart beat skipping moments
Imposed on the fragiled
executed by the the more trained
Did it lose it's value?
or did we just got bitten?
Bitten by the venomous potion called love.

Diary of a Lonely Teenager

#love #anger #hurt

Johannes Coetzee Aug 2016

Poverty, the Cornerstone of Success

Motivated by an empty stomach
with no trendy clothes in my cupboard
Just a healthy mind
ranking no.1 on the list of academic excellency
No means of pocket money
or milk and honey
Stopped hoping
but still dreaming
Persistent to smile
even though no bling
Living a low life
inspired by big dreams
Some call it poverty
For me, the cornerstone of Success

Diary of a Lonely Teenager

#success

Johannes Coetzee Aug 2016

I Tried

Chasing the impossible
yet thinking that it's possible
Is this what we have become?
Now look what you have done
A regret filled heart
or did I just fall too hard?
I gave my best
trying to restrain from the rest
It came naturally
now it died eventually
Was I not enough?
or was this love just too tough?
What was once my piece of luck
turned into bad luck
I guess my trying did not try hard enough
that's why we've become so messed up

Diary of a Lonely Teenager

#love #anger #regret

Johannes Coetzee Jul 2016

Sometimes

Sometimes I'm weak
sometimes I'm strong.
Sometimes I'm wrong
sometimes I'm not.
It's just sometimes I don't know what to write

Diary of a Lonely Teenager

#boredom

Johannes Coetzee Jul 2016

PAULINE

Your eyes linked me to your heart
it made me fall so hard
Restraining my feelings for you
entails more danger for me and you
I can't promise the impossible
but loving you is possible
If it means touching the sky
so am I willing to die
As I narrate my thoughts
I stand to think about the odds
The thoughts of loving you
overshadowed by the odds of losing you too
If this is a picture perfect dream
allow me to effortlessly scream
Our tomorrow is a mystery
please allow our past to be history
Atleast reconsider my request
even a rejection can be my guest

Diary of a Lonely Teenager

#love

Johannes Coetzee Jul 2016

❤FAITH❤

As beautiful as your name
not to mention your face
The appearance of a royal Queen
my one and only dream
Your words moves up into my vains
where it relieves the pain
The pain of my past, right here in the presence
Loving you can be no mistake
as my heart knows no fake
So deeply do I love you
it's even hard to let go
We have our ups and downs
but I prefer to be down with you
If it's meant to be
so let it be.

#love