what
the
soul
is
after
more
than
anything
in
the
hereafter
is
the
taste of
freedom
in
June

I write About bad things but on the flip side
Not everything I have to say is bad
I remember the good days
Trips to Theme parks
To short to ride the rides but it was ok it was fun anyways
Stuffed animals won at carnival games
Post cards from places I dreamed of going
Quarters spent on bubble gum machines
Temporary tattoos only requirement was water
Juice drank from road side stores on another trip to strange places
Hotdogs on the grill when the power went out
Cuddling in one bed when the heat was turned off
Reading books about other people a beginning of a childs imagination
Dollars under pillows everytime a tooth was lost
Sleepovers and slumber parties at the house of a friend
Toe shoes and music
Popcorn and chocolate
Flowers on valentines from a secret crush
A's on tests and Friday night football games
Class president speaker at graduation
College acceptance
A engagement to a high school love
And one friend who understands
If you keep searching eventually you find the good.

2 o'clock in the morning
I'm still studying and learning,
studying and learning how to love
how to love a girl that is sad and mad

2 o'clock in the morning
I'm still waiting,
waiting you to answer
for my heartbeat gets faster

2 o'clock in the morning
I'm still thinking about you,
for my love is true
that I feel for you

2 o'clock in the morning
I'm still into you,
but I found out that you love someone
someone that broked your heart many times

*but still, I'm here for you..

"please please please please please"
Even I don't know if I beg for death or for life