Sometimes we think
We come into
Another person's
Life to save them.
When in all
A
C
C
U
R
A
C
Y............  <><><>>>>>>>>>>>>they are really the ones
Who came
To
Save us!

BABY
BABY
HELLO?
CANT YOU HEAR ME.~
WHY ARE YOU ACTING SHADY?
HELLO.

A escritor doesn't favor just one-
<3
An escritor
Favors
A
L
L.

If only you can see my eyes now
you will read all the untold words
If only you can see through them
you will understand that for me you are the world

If only you can see the smile on my face
when i receive your email, message or phone call
you will know that you have captured my all

If only you can see what happens to me the moment we meet
If only you can feel how fast my heart beat
you will know that you are the only one who makes me feel complete

Critical other's: bombardment of poison
Sweet liar's: give a bane buss
acusaciones is a flock with no trigger
Su destino,agujero *****

I was made to turn
The page
To
A new chapter
Of rage,
Renewed
In amor
Today!
No longer
Encaged,
But I escaped
To a grace
Of epiphany
Place

I want to be
Your present perfection
Not
Your past
Memory..............

The
S u n
The s t a r s.
The m OO n.
Oh my watch me
Swoon.

A thirteenth century Aztec temple
Stood where i once did travel,
My newness was better
My heart was young.
I remember going into
The main square
Known
As
The
Zócalo,
Where the people were festive
Musically
Invested,
Now no one sing's
Once where they did
Now no one Laugh's
Its the sound
Of hatefulness.

I'm not the prissy
Kissy kiss me
Type.
Sometimes I go to bed
In pajamas
Sometimes
T-shirt night.
Sometimes I like steak
Well
D
O
N
E.
Sometimes I go south american
Traditionally more fun.
Sometimes I'll talk in
My
Sleep to another smaller child.
The child is me who escapes reality
With her poetry
And life that's
Hot and
Mild.
I escape into my files
Computer or paperwork.
Sometimes I sing tunes of my
Own
R
   U
  I
N
Sometimes I like to take the hurt.

Sometimes I can be sweet
A dumbo
A squirt
If even
I'm eating vegan
I have a Heart of flesh
I bite its ****.

Sometimes I just
Like to be the
Sometime kind of
Gal.
Sometimes I get caught up
Sometimes I'm let down.

Sometimes I cry in a wonderful
Or sadly way. Sometimes is
Sometimes. That
S
    O
   M
E
         T
      I
M
E
    S

Is today.

I just want to say to you I forgive you for all that you have done
                                                  And
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            ­                                            F
                   ­                                   My
                           ­                         Cross

I'm not the type
To slip her bra and
******* off for some
One night escapade.
I have more technique,
A woman clean and boutique,
Sophisticated, not some broad
I'm a treasure, something better
Not Mrs **** for your playing with,
I'm not some mistress, not your Maud.
Strip of me of my dignity once shame on me.
Do it again, I will not pretend, I will have to show you the hand
When I leave.

Rule #1
   Write poetry for you
Not other's.
Live by
This
   Rule
The rest
Of
Your life

An empty container
Doesn't always
Show the fullness
Inside. An empty
Container
Just means your in
For the biggest
Surprise of
Your life.

My dulce kisses like poison baby
Don't dare come around wanting milk
When I have nothing but
Sweet pollen
And I'll ****** you quick
With it.

I took your
Pain
Took
Your fall
Then you left
And lost
Your
*****,
What happened sénor?

Loving
Breathing
Seeing.

Is believing.

Mouth opened
Teeth bleeding.

Of poets
Amor.

Because of the constant nonstop angst
Of this site,
I say adiós
And a toast with my pen
Held
H
I
G
H.
Tired of the war
Here. Revolted by
The abhor mirrors.
That trap young
Fun loving writees to be
Spit out like chew
Swallowed and sneezed.

So I say adiós
poesía en vivo.
May brilliance
Be a path to
Those I appreciated's
Enlightenment.

Sometimes I'm hot
Sometimes
Cold.
Sometimes an angel
Sometimes evil and bold.
Sometimes I listen
Sometimes I don't
Sometimes
Someday
Some hour
Your way
I just might
Give
In.

My o.c.d disorder is scientific term standard of obsessive compulsive disorder. But i like to call my disorder
old children disorder.
From all the grown boys who look like normal men
when i run across them.

Started at my belly as I
Slithered between your naval
Down through your legs,
I got stuck
I stopped
My tongue did the rest.

Worry free
A butterfly
Or maby
Just
Maby,
I'll make
Honey like a bee.

Worry I won't
Go on
I will.
What do
What must
What shall I do for love!
****?
What will get my fill
A man
No!
The world
No!
People
No!
Heaven
Yes!

I swore I heard you today
In the sound of my heart beat
It would beat bump, bump, stab!
That's sad.

The time, seemed
In
R
E
V
E
R
S
E

R
       E
                W
          O
     U
N
D.

Down
Down
Down
Until I woke!
My heart at that moment when he wasn't with me,
Broke.

I will make it a life's journey
To lead and not follow.
I will make it a life's journey
For this
Pain
Of
Mine
To swallow.

I got the case of the
-Idiots stay away from me-
I've seen
Enough
-Idiots
To make a
Dead
Man
S
N
E
E
Z
E!

Hachoo!

Here he comes
His broadcast rays.
Hot-------
Chic. He's getting warmer,
He just might burst.
His boiling's reached
My feet.
emitting radiation
In his starburst color.
Mr sun, I love your
Warmth, I promise
I'm not cheating I don't want any other.

She's cold, she has holes
In her soles, she has
Soul, Mrs moon always
Knows, when the eclipse,
Will make her moan.
She Cry's, and she
Sleeps, she wonders why,
Her scene does creep.
But when it creeps
It lights the way,
For all the other
Planet days.

Mother earth
So they say.
Is really a
Child
An offspring that fades,
It's dying away
Beneath Mr sun.
Woman moon has lost her tune
The earth doesn't swoon
Like it used to.
So sisters and brothers
Meteorite and asteroid.
They love coming close
To each of the belts
To the sun, moon,
Earth. They won't avoid.

I question my thoughts
Are they right? Are they planned
Am I a woman of strong demand?
Am I a lover? Fighter? Like a,man?
Or just a delicate flower who need's to be taught
What loving is and could be.
I might have known love before
Just not this place
Not this proceed.

A respirator
Need
Ed.
To pump me
Back to
Motion,
Want
Need
A man
Of devotion.
Oh wait
Never
Mind.
Don't want a man anymore
At least not now.
I'll be independent
I'll be somehow,

Frightening thing's
Frighten me

I didint come
To
Reason
I came
To make
Poetry
From
Poetic
Symphonies.

Invest
I did
Into
Your
Kiss,
Invest
In
This,
Invest
Your kiss,
Interest
Invest
Into
Your
Mist.
Invest
In stress
I'm
Tired
Like the rest.

It's hard trying to be girl with a Mexican background in her
Own country:
But yet the same way its hard being some alien as some will call us because sure, we. Can
And will
Get jobs
For three dollars a backbreaking hour,
But alien's we are not
The real aliens are the ones in my homeland"
Trying to steal land
Just like they did America!
And they call us alien's
Get it right.

Took the pain
Landed in the flame
I guess I'll do it
Again
Again
And again!

Childish he acted
When I showed him my terror
The terror he gave me
The beast, and player.
I died in footsteps
Quietly I crept
Mouth bludgeoned by his fists
And his false precept.
Picked myself up
In the cool of blank stare,
He rattled me again
The new scars from past:
couldn't compare.
How he dare?
I questioned his sanity
Though knew a demon took him long ago
It was his hand who made him be.
Though forgiveness was key
The best to overcome that mirage
Safety wasn't far away,
I skidded out by car
From the garage.

This is my story
An arrival
Of the fittest.
Strife I have learned
Steam's and burn's
The innocent ones
No content.
If I will have to do things
The hard way.
Perhaps I must.
Simplified
D
O
W
N
To words I'll die
Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust.

I want my heart to be
Resplendent
As once was. I want
My
Roseate cheeks to sneak
Back out
From darkly dust.
I want someone to
Care
For
Me
To give me their life
And trust.
I want I want I want
Isn't that the human selfish game?
Yes!
We're all the same.

To my fans and supporters
May the lights shine upon you
To trend
And defend
Poetry's
True.

I'm con-
Tent-with
The-love-in
My-being-
I'm content
With
The
Woman
In
M
E.

Cool, relaxed, focused,
A good day, another bad
Will it be another hopeless.
Choking, on my own ashes
From heartbreak that passes
My now and nevermore.
I hated stuff from before,
You taught me I'm a woman
Not a girl, this is my world
This is my escape, my poetry
Rage, bitterness I must escape.
In extremis I am clouded by what
Was, what never was. But now
I can be better because I was shown
A premonition of my past,future, present self.
I'm still stuck
By
T
H
E

Past filth,

Feast on my viscera
You have done it before
Ripped out my heart
Tore it apart,
Throw me to the floor.
You beater
Abuser
Accuser
Robber
Thief
Stealer
L
I
A
R...
What is wrong,
To m
    u
  C
H

To t
     A
     K
      E
Like
You
Did
Me!
I've already forgiven you
No
Need
To
B
E
G

Please!

When the
D u
S t
Clears away-

You
(-) (-)
Who cares-

And who moves
Away-

Upon the
Horizon,
I'm ex-CITED,
The storms I've
Rode, and still
Riding. Makes me
Think there is more
Than just me, there is!
Truth! Verity! Reality!
Actuality, peacefully
Totality! I don't want
The malicy, you who
Cut-me-bleed-me-****-
Me-see
Me
I'm breathing,
Life's easy,
Take it easy.
Slow down.
We have no one to judge.
But God will judge all.
I ride the see-saw
I climb up
I
.
F
A
L
L

But I rise back up again
With the impor-
Tance. Of amor
From family,
And good
Trust
Of
Verified
Friend's.

The sun's ray's
In my heart
And body
Pierce the window panes
I feel pain
I'm going in-
Sane\sanity is lame,
What's your name
Señorita, sènor?
I can't hurt
Not any
More.

Whistling blankets
that whistle from the cold. Whistling warmth needs a glistening man inside the tuck.
Under the fold

Taking it slow
my breathing,

Im grateful for the ones who broke me.
It made me stronger for the players and disbelieving.
Men and man can be decieving..
Though ive locked myself into a bubble.
You cant pop it
i have self defense in the liquid walls
of the suds and halls of
my mind im your biggest trouble.
Quick to speak.
A beautiful senora with a heart that is weak~
dont even try to shatter me
im the living dead.
Come close
off with your head.

Slip into
My arms
And you
Will find
Destiny
In time
With me
But I
Have not
Met you
Yet
So I won't
Spend
My time
Wasting
My life
Away on
Searching
For what?
Rehearsing
For what?
Remorsing
For what?
I'll do
What I
Got to
Do
To find a dream
Man
Who's dreamy
And like me
Who's true.

Let me not be given
Your sympathy
Let me
Taste
The
Tears
You
Bleed!

I will get
A solid rest
I'm very dumb
I must confess
For loving you
I did my best
I'm the bigger
Idiot
Who came undressed
You seduced me
With lemonade
And charm
But now these veins
They die with harm
I'm not yours
No more little man
I'm simply me
A better plan
So look forward
To what you'll taste
You had a good girl
You made me waste.

I'm hungry for more
Of something I've never gotten
I want amor
I
Want
To
Be
Spoiled
Rotten!