Medical practitioners
Will tell you get to
The e.r if you have
An
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Lasting longer than four hour's.
Flip
That channel boy:
I tell you as
Your nurse,
If you have an
*******
Lasting longer than normal men,
Get back in that room
Make your woman happy
At least try
Or pretend.

I came across
An inter\
Section.
I quest-ioned
What path to
T
A
K
E............... I had to choose
My soul or you,
For both of us
It did break.
If we question fate
We
Question
All
Meaning.
Things happen for a rea-
Son......... If we question, it only
Means we're human.
Though sometimes being
H
U
Man......
Can choose fates
Date with the
Pa-th-way-to-hell.
I wish our fate
Sometimes didint exist.

I wish
My fate was better than this.

There's
A heavy
Burden
Upon my
Shoulder's.
I'm sick of
Playing the
Clown,
My edge
Is getting
Closer.

I will
Man
I
Fest
Into a rest
Of
Peace and wake,

Ready for the
New day!
Eyes open
Boundaries I break
In the most

Fantastic of ways.

We give amor
Because
Amor
Is
The
Door
To life.
Though many give
Hate not
Knowing their fate
As hell opens its gates
To a hateful
Ride.
We give amor
Because amor
Is the way.
Amor is here to stay
And will forever
Live.
Hate don't last
It withers as the grass
Put amor against
Hate in
Any debate-

And amor shall always win

I'm not some
Cha cha cha
Chia
Pet
Where you can
Water my head
With lies
And watch me
Grow.

I'm more of the
Fly catcher

That catches you,
Churns you in
My salivic poison

I sit back while you
Drown
In my soiling
Growth.

The worst
Pain of
It all- is
When
Your amor
Is dead
And
Go-
Ne-

No distance ever separates
Dreams and desires
No mirror ever dissolves
Reflection and water
In one's eye

What graph would you make
Of lines of thought?
The triangle of pain
Is without any angle

Countless races
Have dreams alike
But sleep and night watch
Are never the same!

Names are forgotten
Codes alone come to mind.

I tried
Playing the
Wife part,
I tried loving
You
And
Staying
In
Y
O
U
R
Heart.
You kicked me
Out
Now I'm homeless
You were my home
Now you are my nightmare.
I don't want a home no more,
Better off homeless.

Living isn't so bad
As long
As you got
One to Love.

Id gladly please would not like no more strange messages sent to me I am new here and don't need no more pervertidos writing me
Gracias
Angelina Lopez ¢>

The detail is in
The
M
I
X.
I'm slow
Fast
Quick.
I can be anything you
Want me
To be
Sénor!
Just not like your ex bestie
I'm not easy
I don't go for moola,
I'm not a *****,
comprender?

We keep on going


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                    O
                              
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R                    
           O                    N
D.            U
N       N.                D
A.          D


U
P

An
     D
        O
    W
N

I don't want to be
obsolete from your
Center stage,
I don't want to be
Deleted from your
Life where all is right
Where I live inside
Your maze.
Criss-cross me
D
O
W
N      P.     Again....
         U

Swish me in your dribble
Connect me in your symbol's,
We can be Freemason's secretive
And naughty youth
Like the days I used to remember.

I don't wear high heel boots for
No reason
I wear them
Just in case
Another man
Tries to b
                 R I
                 N g
       M
        E
D
O
W
N.
.
.
.
.

A grip can be good on one's heart
Though alot of times
Squeezed to hard
Just might pop
Like a balloon.

Treasure hearts
Hurting, moaning
Babies dying
To men's
Wargames.
Sorrowful
Sight to
See.

What
     A
            Shame!

Lack of wisdom
Leads
To
Folly.  Lack
Of folly
Leads
To wisdom.

Sleepless nights have been
My fight. When you aren't alright
I feel this chest tight.
When you aren't polite
I am sad by your ******
Expression.

A woman is
What you
Make
Her
To be.
You can
Make her a *****
****
Tease.
One problem,
You didn't
M
A
K.
    E
M
   E
G
O
D

Made
M.
E!

I just want to fade into the
Background to be only
White noise,
A fuzzing a buzzing.
A screen I'm in that's void.

Wore me à charm
On my necklace
And the charm
Was my heart.

Wore me a scar
On my necks
Kiss
Wore my sleeve
As my heart.
                       Wore my eyes on my backside, they broke as many sun's. I wore this hurt as a beautiful thing, for the one whos now noone .

The most
Ago-
Nizing
Feel-
Ing of all.

Is seeing
The
Pain
Not that
You've caused
Yourself
Throughout
Your life,
But rewinding time
And seeing
The disgust
Sadness
Sorrow,
Hurt
And
Pain you've caused to those that you love the most.
As you want to go back
In time and fix what's been destroyed or lost.
Then all's gone, all's already ruined, forgot.

I need resuscitation,
A perfect face
With tight perked lip's
A man to
Grab this
Lonesome body.
Not in lust
But timely.
In amor
In love.
In Harmony mode-

Inside of
This little girls hub
I keep all of memories
From the lies, pain and loves.
I've met bear's lions and cub's.
Some turned out to be masked wolves.
They bite and they rip with their ferocious of teeth
They swallow their own spit, as for others they can't believe.
But yes I see
Yes I see
Straight through their actor costume.
It's just me
Not enough time for them,
For them
I make no
Room.

Aching for someone's kiss
I reached out to a player.
Seeking affectionate amor
I reached
Out
To
A liar,

Aching for just one to hold me
I sold myself for less,
Degrading
My
Self.,,,,,,
In the process.

Aching for an aching lie
An itching tale
I kept looking
For doosies
Being a flusie
In other detail.

Aching
Wanting
Desiring to have.
I lost the past things that were good!

My advice to those
Seeking
Amor-----
Give and except your
Amor
To and from god
He is
The one who won't
Cheat
Lie
Steal from
Hurt
Or beat
Scorn
Tear
Burn
Or bruise you,

God
The amor worth fighting for---------
And also
Its an everlasting relationship-
He won't leave you!

Move me with your silence
Move me with your pause,
Move me with your poetry
Move me with your jaw,
Move upward
To my body
Clothes
And all.
Move down
Lower,
Between my-
Not there you slob!
Back upward now
Kiss this gentle forehead
It's getting late I won't debate
When I was with you I knew I was
Dead.

Before inconsolable
Before despairing
Before broken
Noone there
No caring.
Before dejected
Before rejected
Only by my looks
And reading books
Did I get respected.
Before worthless
At least feeling so,
Before a ****, a dirt ball
A sleeze bag
***!
Before I came to be
Before I came to know.
Me!
I found out
I realized
I understood
I wasn't what I was told
I wasn't what I was
Made to be.
I was someone beautiful
I reflected who God
Made me.

I want to be
The
Trickle
Of water that
G
O
E
S
D.  
         O
                   W
            N
Your
Throat!

Love
And
Longing.

Waiting
Debating
Rights and wronging.

Cloaked by
Red-cherry
Lipstick and
A smell of
Lilac and
R
O
S
E
S--- A beating <3 of
Syrupy rain and vanilla
Focus-
My drops fall through
The thundering clouds
Drop
         B
            Y
Drip.
circadian in sugary
Abyss.
To the ascending fields
On sugar Lane.

On a day such as today

Valentine I have none, I wish one would stay.

I've always been left, cheated.

Played slapped and beaten.

Used up dried out, treated as trash from the
Daily paper
Route.

On a day such as today
I see swooners swoon

In my own heart

I see amor gone dead
Dying

Doomed.

Happy valentines
I tell myself
Clinging onto the moon

Hoping the moon will find me

A love..

That won't leave me so soon.

Feliz Día de los Enamorados back in the homeland

Or a Feliz día de San Valentín here.

Hopefully mi amor

Will come around this time next year.

Though it's a valentines I fear.

Maybe because I've always surrendered to only knowing hurt.

The dirt I taste like tears.

i was hurt
i was stabbed.
From my neck to the back. Reality check.

He took
w
hat he could
grab.
How sad

My atom molecule makeup
Is composed
Of pain
Of
My
Past,
And love forward
For my future.
Hand me
The
Knife
I've learned from
My
Past it's ok
I can do the
suture.

I extend
I bend
I smile
I grin
Lavished in
A tint
Of Spanish
Moss and American
Mint. Spain swallows my
Eyelid's, takes me to
It's
View.
Haunting
I'm thinking
Of a man just
Like you\
What to
Do,
Keep searching
Or just
Let fate take its course?
I'm just a stained
Glass window,
Looking for my
Church-

The best poet
Is in the back
Of the
R
O
O
M.
He's writing rhyme's
On popular poet's dime's.
Shouldn't the lost poet shine.
So much trending
That shouldn't be
The poet who's mouth shut
No, not talking about me.
The poet who's introverted
Missing.
Come here poet
Receive my blessing.

Daddy told me not to ****
I killed myself with men.
Mother told me to get my fill
Of poetry and lyrical pen.
I told myself I'd write the words
That now leaks in my dna.
I told my self I'd be unheard
Yet I get louder day by day.

Take my flesh
Devour it.
Make me your
Princess, inspiring
Wish- I  f. A
                  L
                  L
Down at my
Feet,
Waiting and
Hoping
It's you
I meet.

Put a diadem
On top
Of my feature.
The pictures
Getting foggy
My cut
Needs a
suture!

I want a future of living where I only have you and I dont
Have -------to----------worry€>>>>>>>.  
About
D=
Tommorrow!
I can't take
No more sorrow.

There is a woodland in
My-
Mi-nd-
I escape there
Some-times.
There I find the girl who's
Thirteen.
Sometimes five
Some-times
I get trapped
In between.

There is
A foot-path
I like to travel-
I become to the ****-
Outlandish. Unscrambled-
Sometimes I think
This world
I
Cannot handle!
Until the forest in
My mind
I wind back up in.

This forest
Is my protection-
Nothing bad
Is ever
L
E
T
In-
Some days I know
The thick trees
Are just my sins
Though the soil-green-
Always refreshes
Who I
Was-meant-to
Be.
Sincerely a woman
With the past blown
Back in the breeze.

Today I choose
To
Open
M
Y eyes. Today I choose
Humbling,
Setting
Away pride.
Today I choose the right
To freedom.
Living
Life.
independence, liberty
The happiness
Oh my.
The peacefulness oh
My!
The autonomy
Of being aloud
To be.
Careless
Happy
Free.
Just like my god
Made me to
Be

Slurp and gulp me
Hurt and stalk me,
It's fine
You've done this before.
And who loved who more,
It was me all along.
I'm done.

Beau, where
Are you; sleeping
In the blue, or
Awake in the
Deep. Your
Sensory pecks
I need but now
I'm weak. My
Vessel's in me like
Stories speak----<3 of a\
Downed clock making
Time from the split
Part's of this mechanical
Engineered beating
Machine. Open me
Search me- see the
Smile I use as someone
Meek.

Tensions
Rise
Inside
My
Eyes
They
Call it suicide
To love
I call it risky
Call me frisky.

It is
A dog
Eat
Dog
World,
And I'm not that
D
O
G.
Dont eat me!
Don't treat me,
Like you
Know
Me.
I give all
To receive nothing.
Nothing
Is
A
L
L
I a
    M
  T
O
You.

As a bee

To a petal ready to be infected

He stung

As the juice inside me got injected

P
   O
       L
          L
             I
               N
             A
          T
     E
D

Little impressions we do not know
Little impression of love I hope
Little impression of love to grow
If it comes and takes me home
Little directions to show me where
Little directions of a heart source who cares
Little directions sweetly and fair
Little concoctions of things to touch
Little concoctions of blending love
concoctions fill me and fill me up
concoctions please where are you
To take this place where I'm stuck.

Two bodies

Creating

Appetite.

Child is born-

Compassionate. Giving.
Loving. Living.
Dying. Sinning.
Sinking. Swimming.
Losing. Winning.
Birth.
Now.
I'm beginning.

Like hound dogs
The press
Always constricts
Their own
Crushing poet
Bones
In the
P
R
O
Cess.

A new year
To
Come
Hope it will be
More
Exciting-
Then the
Last one.