.

I have awoke to misty morns,
    clouded days of rain filled skies

But always I do see the sun,
      *when first I gaze into your eyes

A thought left unspoken
is hardly an opinion

Your own point of view
Is what makes you, you

Stop eating your
misspoken words

The dusts that stumbling down when our eyes can't even see
Telling us where are we going to be
The mixture of emotions that lay endlessly
Hides my sorrows tremendously…
We were lost, drifting in the unending ocean of luminescence.

We all think we are special
And rightfully so
Because we are
but we all forget we are human
Those who only see we are human
Forget they are special
And rightfully so
Because we are

Somehow on the scale

We got to find the balance

We took road trips
on long black ribbons
into oblivion
with iced coolers
filled with
satisfying
golden beverages,
never really knowing
where
we'd end up.
But one thing was always certain.
We'd be drunk
when we got there.

We were lucky.

I knew,
I felt you were ******* crazy,
but not like this.
Kissing at lunch
in the parking lot
like that,
then buying
two huge scoops of ice cream
in a waffle cone
oblivious
to the others around you
smiling so sweetly,
as if nothing happened.

There's a part of me
that wants to write
nasty,
sultry **** to you.
It's the same part you craved,
day in,
day out.
But I just can't
bring myself to do it.
I'm just a simple man,
not a ****.

If I could capture stardust,
I would.
I'd bottle it up
and gift it to you
forever.

There's no greater love
Than that of a mother and her child
Times that by three
And the maternal instinct goes wild

To not be around what you hold dear
Can tear your world apart
Distance and no hope brings a tear
Ripping out the motherly heart



I miss them, truly deeply madly
They're my whole entire world
I need help to even see them again
One baby boy and two big girls

Their daddy was never truly a father
But now he's just using them to hurt me
Keeping them away, tearing them from my arms
Telling me I HAVE to just sign over custody

I want to fight this, I want to hold them every night
But no lawyer I can find is willing to help for free
I feel so lost, hopeless, like I'll never find a way
So, I'm putting my pride aside and asking for help with my poetry...

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