IvyB Xx

Jun 2015

GfS

Is *it so Bad That I Told You
How I feel ?*

Maybe, I shouldn't have
Maybe, I shouldn't regret
Maybe, I should've waited
Maybe, I should've left

But this
...
things can't be left like this

I probably have said this more than
what a normal man have said
but, I'm sorry
You might say not
but I'm sure..
Things are not the same between us
06.22.2015

Jun 2015

shhh

monologue

"How long can you love me
and keep me by your side
before you are completely bored and fed up of me,
begging for me to get out of your life?"

"Honestly speaking, I have no idea."

“I would never be part of anything.
I would never really belong anywhere,
and I knew it, and all my life would be the same,
trying to belong, and failing.
Always something would go wrong.
I am a stranger and I always will be,
and after all I didn’t really care.”
— Jean Rhys, Smile Please: An Unfinished Autobiography

IvyB Xx Jun 2015

Palette

"Now I know you're the reason why
my heart is broken and my tears are shredding.
You were the darkest shade of black
and
I was just a little too bright"

Ivy Botticelli

IvyB Xx Jun 2015

Tricky Circle As Muse

"Words conjure the magic of meaning"

Michael Burke

IvyB Xx Jun 2015

Moons

"Why are you always,

hiding yourself in the shadows of the moon?"

Ivy Botticelli

Jun 2015

SøułSurvivør

Every Tear a Prayer

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As a little girl I saw you
You fell down and scraped your knee
And as the tears flowed
down your face
You thought I didn't see
Your mother came and hugged you
I wonder if you knew
That as she held you close to her
I came and hugged you TOO.

Yes, my child, I hugged you.
How it hurt to see you cry!
You thought that I was far away
But I heard your softest sigh.
You thought that I was far away
But I was always there...

Your every pain a call to Me
And every tear a prayer.

As a growing child I witnessed it
How the girls teased you in school
Well you understood the pain
Of being made a fool.
In the schoolground they all
Taunted you
I don't think that you knew
That when you sat
And hugged yourself
I came and hugged you TOO.

Yes, my child, I hugged you.
How it hurt to see you cry!
You thought that I was far away
But I heard your softest sigh.
You thought that I was far away
But I was always there...

Your every pain a call to Me
And every tear a PRAYER.

You came to be a woman
As precious as a dove
But you never saw it
For you'd always felt unloved
And so the world hurt you
How it tore you apart!
So I called you out and wooed you...

YOU ASKED ME IN YOUR HEART!

So now you know I love you
Now you see I cried!
Every time you did not trust Me
And believed deception's lie
Now you know LOVE YOU
AND I AM ALWAYS THERE...

Your every day a call to me

AND EVERY TEAR A PRAYER!!!

SoulSurvivor
(C) 2/18/2009

This is a song I wrote a while back.
I will have it produced one day.

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