Whenever I start to feel like I'm in control...my heart reminds me that I'm not.

There's many walls and it's hard to escape

So many...and so easy to make

You pass one and then you keep seeing more

What are you even doing this for?

You finally realized there's no point in getting lost here, it's not worth it... There's more out there.

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No matter
how good
you are
at hiding
behind your
walls.

There will
always be
someone to
find a
way
around
it.

You see
A person only truly falls in love
Once in their life time
And once that time is used up
There is no more.
You can lie to yourself
And to others
But if you were truly in love with them
That love cannot be undone.
I am in love.
A love that won't go away
With my best friend.
I fell off
The bridge of love
And into the waters
Where he followed
But his love came with strings attached
A bungee
And he jumped back up
And left me sitting there in the waters
While he's up on the bridge
Calling me up there
While I'm wishing him down here
And I have no bungee.

I guess I won that stupid fight of "I love you more."

Open space, closed thoughts
It's getting easier to forget what's lost

Beautiful views, fresh air
Hasn't crossed my mind that you're not there

Vast oceans, sea breeze
Letting go seems to be an ease

It's so simple when you're out of sight and mind
I wish it could be like this all the time