It's been said...
"Everything happens for a reason..."
It's what keeps me going.
Helps me to let go of the past.
It gives life a rational explanation.
However...
There's something they don't tell you.
It's the worst part about it, too.
Makes you question everything.
Puts doubts in your mind.
And that...
Is waiting for the reason.
Everything happens for a reason, sure. But until one can look back on something to determine that reason, they are left to wonder.