Ithaca

Ithaca Jun 2019

there is freedom in destruction.
let’s ditch this fake production.
opinions matter—so do you,
we need a reconstruction.

time is of the essence.
time will come and leave.
time will wait on no one;
in yourself you must believe!

#believe

Ithaca Jun 2019

i.

hate me.
loathe me.
despise me.
turn away.
run away.
go away.
come back.
i need you now.
i can’t live without you.
you mean everything to me.
you are nothing to me.
i am nothing to you.
i am nothing at all.
i do not exist.
i am you.

#empty #inside

Ithaca Jun 2019

oopsie.

i was under the impression that i needed you.

my mistake.

Ithaca Jun 2019

paradox.

how can i love you for hating me
if you hate me for loving you?

#loving #hatred

Ithaca Jun 2019

old.

reading
old material
from depressed
me is like walking
into hell with a parka
and an umbrella.

reading
old material
from pessimistic
you is like eating a
chocolate covered
pine cone.

#i #still #believe #in #you

Ithaca Jun 2019

blister.

You’re a blister on my mind
The pain that makes me blind
The pain that only reminds me of
The friend I’ve left behind

You’re a blister on my heart
It was tearing me apart
I couldn’t see the truth you hid
You lied to me right from the start

#lies

Ithaca Jun 2019

Drama

Sorry fo the drama

It’s my way of saying you’re special

#special #yay