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 Oct 2014 Iris Rebry
Ranita
I can't shake it off
I have too much in me
Too much love
And I have nowhere
Nowhere to give it
Please God
Please let him exist
I pray for him daily
I love him already
Please love him
Please let him be gentle
Let him be understanding
Let him be kind
Let him be smarter than I
Let him be a leader
Make him a "no" man
Because we both know
I'd use a "yes" man
(On accident)
Please please please
God
Please
I beg of you
Either take these feelings
Relieve me of them
Or please...
Bring him to me
And please...
Let it be soon...
You see my heart
You see my hurt
You see all the love
You put inside me
You know me
You know how badly..
How utterly badly...
I desire this
I love you, Lord.
I love you so much.
If it be your will..
Let me love you
Through a man.
I
loathe
fighting with
my entire being.
Maybe because I have
never really been in a fight
just observed my parents, my
friends, everyone around me and
watched as the tension built and built
and built making me feel as small as a child
and as powerless too. People don’t understand
the consequences of their actions, I don’t understand
people. But, I understand fights. Words are like slingshots
catapulting friendships into dangerous territories the words you
say sometimes you mean them, sometimes you don’t and it’s the
words you mean that are the worst. Those are the words you can’t
take back.  And what I understand about fights taught me this. A fight
is like a symphony it builds and builds until its deafeningly loud, and then
its quiet, and there is nothing left leaving its audience unbearably sad and at a
loss.
I wrote this poem for a class when I was asked to write about tension. My teacher hated it but I hope you like it.
 Oct 2014 Iris Rebry
Aron
Everything must come to an end and so does the summer sky.
Without a warning
the clouds of fall began to cover this heart of mine
and the sadness & darkness begins to creep back again.
. . .
 Oct 2014 Iris Rebry
Peter Cullen
Autumns leaves fell heavy,
like the weight that fell upon your soul.
And I'm so sorry for you,
so sorry that I didn't know.
Words we shared together,
always looking, searching for that peace.
Something that's so hard to find,
I hope you have it now at least.

And all those words you left us,
your train of thought,
forever there.
The honesty within them,
will shine my friend,
forever there.

That honesty within you
  shines forever
with how you cared.





"Gonna miss ye buddy
You were a true light"
"God bless you and little Anais,
you'll be in my thoughts"

#forsusie
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