Amira I

Amira I Jun 2015

I swear
I never
Wrote this
Much to
Someone else.

#writing #10words

May 2015

Blurry Vision

i was there for you when he cheated
i was there when your mother kicked you out
i was there when he cheated again, again, again
i was there when your brother got arrested
i was there when he went to rehab
i was there when he killed himself
i was there when you needed me
i was there when you needed me
i was there

but where were you when i needed help?

I put myself before others but it agrivates me that i'm put on the back burner.

#sad #anger #you

Amira I Apr 2015

struck

I think I haven't felt this feeling
In such a long time.
It's different.
Just the thought of his voice
Makes me giggle.
It's definitely different.
Just the the thought of him
Makes me laugh.
I haven't even met him
For 2 years or something.
I only can see him through his photograph.
And it already makes me happy.
But I want more than a photograph.
I think I got some love-struck
This time.

#fallinlove #lovestruck

Amira I Apr 2015

Birthday Poem

Dear you
This world is not a wish granting factory
But please believe that you will get everything you need sooner or later
And remember that the things you needed, are not always good
It may be bad, because what is good when there is no bad, right?
In your sixteenth birthday, I wish you could be wiser
You could be more mature
To face everything in your life

Happy 16th Birthday **

For my best, and dearest friend. ❤

#birthday #sweet16

Amira I Apr 2015

sleep

so this is it, huh?
the feels when you can't let go that one person.
though you never met him, even for once.
i realize that i've been dreaming the whole time,
and today i accept the reality.
you won't be back for us.
you will forever be there.
away from me.
i knew from the first time that this couldn't be real.
you're only there in my dreams.
and because of that, i want to sleep;
forever.

#suicide #depressed #lettinggo

Amira I Apr 2015

A trip

today,
i went away
it was the longest trip i've ever had.
8 hours by train.
i thought it will make me forget about you,
but i was wrong,
it makes me even remember you; more and more.
this trip makes me realize that this world is such a beautiful creature.
and i'm glad that you're a part of it.
even though this trip doesn't get me to you,
but i know that it will makes me ready for another trip
to get me to you.

for my beloved, Zayn Malik

#runaway #trip