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jas Jul 2018
obsessed with wanting to be happy
what is that kinda life?
i question its existence
purely a dream i cannot seem to conceive
happiness
it's not me, i swear it.
perhaps the opposite of my feelings.
i view other people and seek into their minds
yet i never find the key.
I'm searching for a way to get in, if i could just take a peak
maybe its all i need

a ghost i'm chasing


will i die before ever knowing?..
jas Jul 2018
-it's the end-


it was the end of a heartache
it was the end of a nightmare
it was the end of one world
but not of the girl

never knew she was strong
for holding on for so long

heart at the end of the brink
she can barely breathe
trying to escape
aching to be free

-it's the end-

when is the end
and here she's begging
for the message
at the bottom of a bottle
can't find the answers
that's the problem

the end of beginning
jas Jul 2018
say you just wanna be friends
there's no love lost if it ever ends
no hard feelings
can't be hurt if i was never searching
within the distance,
people lurking
while im stuck in a daydream
swear ... you don't know anymore than me

friends it is
but what is the definition
the true meaning
two worlds intersection

hearts in one
minds another
undercover lover but you'll never be discovered

you and me
friends forever
ill never find another
jas Jul 2018
gently wipe away your tears
as my finger grazes your flushed warm skin
i lock my eyes inside yours
and attempt to take away your pain

"don't worry baby", i whisper, "I'll take care of you."

soft kisses as our lips collide
wrapped in my arms, holding you tightly
if only just for tonight, a shoulder to cry on

if you're willing to fall , I'll be here to catch you.
jas Jul 2018
across the bar,...

i catch a glimpse of a girl with a scorned heart
her long dark hair
one side tucked behind her ear
and the other dangled in her face to hide her faults from the world
she stares at her drink,
twiddling with the straw on the tip of her finger
as her thoughts linger
she came to escape
this is a melody of a broken heart

a few shots later, the whole bottle down
blurry vision as she searches the crowd
warm tears fall down her face
as she reminisces a familiar place
that no longer exists
in the memory of her scorned heart


its almost 2 , time for close
but she realizes she has nowhere to go
these past few weeks this bar has been her one and only home
she's so alone ,
one more drink before she picks up the phone
and calls a cab back to reality

this is her melody of a broken heart
the scientist- Coldplay / piano tribute players
jas Jul 2018
ok...

try so hard
to get with you
struggling ,
looking like a fool
you don't want me
so you say
yeah, hear that **** everyday
its nothing new
tell me something real
put me in my ******* place
im so tired
running in circles
playing all of your silly games

****, pay attention to me
maybe we can get thru things
all of it that you deny
going to wind up with some other guy
who gives no *****
now ur chasing after lust
it should've been lust
should have been us

im standing here so strong
waiting to feel this love
break me down
now im numb
i don't even know trust
just **** me up

its always been you from the start
didn't quite know it but inside my heart
quite a spark
much like a firework on the fourth of july
****
looking at **** now your the love of my life


****..
jas Jul 2018
you
my hearts beats for you
never felt something so true
in a million years of getting hurt
who knew you'd be the one
id never want to be apart


its meant to be
its destiny


the look in your eyes
takes me away
a foreign place, yet i feel safe
when im with you
its a dream
together we can face reality

if i had a choice
it would be you
the only way my dreams come true
its always you
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