ok...

try so hard
to get with you
struggling ,
looking like a fool
you don't want me
so you say
yeah, hear that **** everyday
its nothing new
tell me something real
put me in my ******* place
im so tired
running in circles
playing all of your silly games

****, pay attention to me
maybe we can get thru things
all of it that you deny
going to wind up with some other guy
who gives no *****
now ur chasing after lust
it should've been lust
should have been us

im standing here so strong
waiting to feel this love
break me down
now im numb
i don't even know trust
just **** me up

its always been you from the start
didn't quite know it but inside my heart
quite a spark
much like a firework on the fourth of july
****
looking at **** now your the love of my life


****..