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Empty pizza boxes, and green
Couch cushions
Chapped lips and sunburns
Staying inside because your air conditioning
Actually works

The ice rink that’s always cold, but you
Wear short sleeves anyway
Kissing you between sips
Of hot chocolate, kissing you
Between people cheering
And crowded stands and pucks in nets
And spilt popcorn

The time we broke up
And you cut off all your hair

I bought you a Boston Red Sox hat, so that
You’d remember our city and cover your scalp
While your hair slowly grew back

That night I was drunk
And stained your shirt sleeve with makeup
You never thought the shaking would stop,
I blamed the *****

Corsages and suit coats, tightening your
Tie to match the dress, which took
Months for me to pick out
You never got to unzip it

The morning after, packing up
At 7am because the house was
Too full and my stomach was
Empty

Crossing my arms in the passenger seat
And mumbling that maybe
We needed time apart

Only to come barreling back together, like
Lighting a matchstick
And kissing to relieve the casualties

The time I lost my breath
But found it in your arms
“you’re okay, I'm here… I'll always be here”
And just knowing, just knowing, just
Knowing.

That night in the backseat
When it felt like the first time with you
All over again, the wheels clicked inside the motor
everything fell apart, the world stood still
And then everything fell back together

While going through the trash, sorting plastic
Organizing bottles and classifying cans
I told my mother we had 10 days left
And my tears dripped into the recycling bin

Dreaming about losing you to a plane ticket
And pushing your number at 3am
Because I only have 12,960 minutes left, to hear
The heartbeat through your shirt
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You sure do like to play your games,
and I like mine, alright,
but you prefer to play the day,
where I play mine at night.

You garner this and that and let
the shoaling eye befriend
with a toothy grin—the pit, wherein
you choose to apprehend.

Alas, your game is rigged to wreck;
to brave, a sure chagrin!
Yet, mind your plight enmired in spite,
for I will always win.

The day we met, the day began.
I played your game as due,
but now the light is nigh to end;
the morrow starts anew.

I warn you of the end and still
you caustically abuse,
and like the fool, you broke the rule—
adorn a wicked ruse!

The turn is mine to spend as I
see fit to let diffuse.
Your tooth and eye reveal your lie,
my wily, darling muse.

And as the dusk'll take its stance,
what ethic will you choose?
To show no shame and chance my game
means I will watch you lose.

You capped your fate; I do berate—
what bitter, shocking news!
Hate breeds hate, it's gettin' late;
that's quite a nasty bruise.


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Sneakered feets skid the cheap wax floor
The screaming maddening muddled expectation of children echo unhappiness
Its a hot Saturday in retail hell
Where have a nice day meets a condecending flip off
And fake smiles still taste like caffine syrup
Over head lights flicker and bring the three o'clock head ache
Another day, five more hours
Until leaving
 Aug 2015 Anto MacRuairidh
Nikita
Sick of feeling ugly
Sick of feeling below everyone else
I just want to look desirable
I want to wear no makeup and be able to smile
I want to look in the mirror without expecting it to crack

I want to be loved
For who I am
The way I look

But if the sayings true
That I have to love myself before you do
Then I guess Ill always be an alone mess
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