let me try this one more time
i forgive you
for the bright colors you muted to pastels
for the rose thorns creating an unwanted invulnerability
for the forever creases on my once rippleless skin
my neck
my arms
my stomach
my hands
for the rusted barbed wire isolating my heart
they tell me I have your eyes
but, my worst fear is becoming you
- you ruined my life, but at least you tried