सुलाए  जो अरमान थे मैने अपने,
जगाया ही क्यों?

इच्छा थी यह तुम्हारी.
फिर नज़र लगाया ही क्यों?

You are dealing with a dangerous man, my lady said the dark knight..
Am on a voyage looking for beauties, neither like a moon nor that starry nights.

I was waiting like a watchman down the lighthouse counting every single grain of sand on the shore.
They came and then they went back silently without even noticing my presence.
Was I invisible?
Or my breath wasn’t audible enough for their soul?

A movie being played in the background with ears
staring on the cell phone waiting for a call ,
eyes wide shut with overdose of lack of insomnia and
there's beer in one hand and laptop on another trying
to digest the revelations this season to quench the thirst
of friendly stranger's envious egoistic minds and mentality.

A movie being played in reality of my life ,
is entertaining than the fictitious one of my dreams.

I disowned my baby with my very own hands,
why blame others for not loving it as I did once ?

I don't have any memories of it in pictures or letters,
just in my head and heart,
why blame others for not capturing or keeping one remembrance.

I would
be ready to mourn
for your body
than
to see you alive
in death bed
of memories.

I would
be fine to lose
you
than
your memories
inside me.

You would
smile gently
at me
rather than
a frown
looking at me
saying,
"I would be fine.
I would be fine."

- An ode to the Alzheimer's disease from a patient .