goodbyes and lost feelings mix together. summer makes fools of us all, but all i wanted was for you to hold me. take me by the hand.
i'll love you eternally, i guess. my teeth grind together in my sleep. bleeding gums drag me by the heart to my therapist's door and stare until i let myself in.
three hours pass i am waiting for you parked car in a pool of yellow-longing light: black cat treks across the lot, i want you to be done, want my coffee to be cool.
besides you i think gas station coffee is my long lost love
**** suicide note written to my **** blog, **** if i'm not free, i don't have wet dreams in the snow anymore, i'm a summer girl, i'm dead and alive, i sleep with the cryptic ghosts of my own sadness.
the daisies broke ground today such small leaves- if joy could grow i am positive that was it-- crying over tiny daisy stems oh...hi oh, hi, baby. *oh, hi, little thing.
i'd been saving this cream colored dress for you with the silk lining and lace flowers at the hem,
instead i am brushing pollen off my shoulders knee deep in dandelions pulling canada thistle and sheperds purse
a black and white filmstrip on the refrigerator moving in stop motion empty moscato a blue flannel and a half drunk waterbottle still on the right side of my bed.