In a world full of signs and maps
Some how I still find myself lost
Never knowing which direction to take
Or which path to follow
Most of the time I guess
Following and path for the time being
Sometimes I hit a dead end
Then have to go back to where I started
But that's okay
The paths are always there
I just have to be willing to travel

People are always asking
What comes next?
What happens after this life is done and gone?
Well what about right now?
The future will come but right now we live in the present
Live life now
Because when you finally reach that day in the future
Your going to look back on this life
And if you don't live life now you'll regret it
Because there is no going back
When you reach you last day
What will you think of your life
Will you regret?

It makes me sad.
When my friends ignore me.

It makes me sad.
When my dreams fade.

It makes me sad.
When my life falls apart.

It makes me sad.
When others are in pain.

It makes me sad.
When I hurt the few who care.

It makes me sad,
That I can't always feel loved and make others feel loved.

It makes me sad
That the world is as sad as it is.

But it makes me happy
When our eyes meet and the world is just us.

It makes me happy,
That the world is as happy as it is.

Frightened I am
By things that I see
Questions I ask
The things that will be

Alone I am
in this quest for who knows
The words I can't say
The life that I chose

Puzzled I am
By the answers I lack
If courage is nothing
is my life on track?

Saddened I am
By the dreams that I dream
The silence I bring
The internal scream