so i will collect ladders until
i can reach
and rearrange them

Once the night arrives,
Stars start to shine,
Wind is getting harsher by time,
The trees are whispering,
Howling and hissing

Wandering through the night, to a place still unkown
But this time not alone
I noticed the stars and moon, were by my side
Travelling by the wind aside

It feels like I'm one with nature
One with the air, land and sea,
As the airstreams take me to a higher place I plea,
To share my love and kindness with the world,

We aren't the same,
But still we all see..
The stars,
The sun,
And the moon,
So let my feelings, be in all what nature brings us now and soon

The next time you look up                                                                   let my love run through your veins,
Or save it even in a cup
But just don't let it be in vain

As I'm floating through the air
The night start to disappear
Stars are fading
and the sun started rising

When finally quiet comes
the long pain of night's trudge
the unmasked soul dredge
swift an arrow, piercing
when friends have all gone
in the silent dark before dawn
this is when you
miss me.

night wears
her
black velvet dress
sprinkled with starlight
and sun mountain pearls
adorned her neck
thou art
the most beautiful
Black Athena

I curled up
fervently
on this California morning
in the gaps that built your back
you told me i'd been snoring

I wondered what you'd thought about
arrested in your sleep
you took my arm around your *******
& you said you'd dreamt of me

you're all I see
you're all I see
she thoughtfully repeats

I see you in my sleep my love
I see you where I breathe
& under trees, between my knees
I hear you when I speak
& from April until March
you're the leaves beneath my feet

silently
so silently
I squirmed in this defeat
I have this fear of always leaving
a deer who runs from anything
I can't be all you see I said
& open up your eyes
I don't trust periphery
and the heart it often lies

she held on even tighter
& choking on her fill

then I will love you while you let me
like this
for this
I will
I will

What is it with you
and pictures of "attractive" girls
with their cigarettes
and half naked bodies
as I'm left standing with my Turkish Royals
watching this
helpless
accompanied by a heavy heart
and ash on my pants
weighed down by your
judgment and disgust?

Razors pain you;
Rivers are damp;
Acids stain you;
And drugs cause cramp.
Guns aren't lawful;
Nooses give;
Gas smells awful;
You might as well live.