Can I ask you a question?
Are you sure that you’re ok?
Are you sure you’re not fighting a battle,
that goes on day by day?
Your answer always seems to be the same,
“I’m telling you, I’m fine”
Always followed by the same sentence,
“Can you not see that my life is full of sunshine?”
I try to believe you,
I swear I do
But deep down under,
I can’t help but question if it’s really true.
I see you in the the hallways,
always laughing with your friends
Do they even seem to realize,
That you are one step closer to causing your own end?
I can’t help but worry,
I can’t help but think
If all the **** that you deal with,
Makes you feel like life stinks.
Everyone calls you a hero,
Everyone calls you their idol
Do they ever stop and think,
That you might be suicidal?
No. Of course they don’t,
Because you always put on a show
You tell yourself that you’ll do what it takes,
to ensure that they’ll never know.
You know that you can’t hide forever,
But that doesn’t stop you from trying.
You never had the choice to not be the strong one,
But that doesn’t keep you from crying.
It’s okay my child,
All will be good.
You say that you don’t believe me,
But I knew you never would.
You walk around,
Always showing your happy face
You try so hard not to show your flaws,
The ones you desperately try to erase
For years now,
It’s always been the same
Trying to keep your chin up,
Not trying to show the shame
I tell you that it’s okay to let go,
You tell yourself it’s not
You say that this is what you deserve,
That this on yourself you’ve brought
I tell you once, I tell you twice,
That this is not the way it is
You look the other way and whisper under your breath,
“This is my problem. Not yours nor his.”
I tried to be there for you,
Giving you a shoulder on which to cry
But you always turned the other way,
Always asking why, why, why?
The simplest of questions,
That you are still to answer honest
Has the power to make you feel uneasy,
It makes you feel the smallest
I will try not once, not twice,
But as many times as it takes
To get you to reveal yourself,
To get you to ease on the brakes
So once again,
I’ll try to say
Are you sure you’re alright?
Are you sure you’re okay?