this is going to hurt
i know i'm gonna fall

Someone top off my drink
Because I don't want to think.

To many bright lights.
Places to cry at night.
Screams to raise the hype.
What a world of darkness,
Yelling into the broken light.

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If the dripping heat cleans the flesh,
With the searing pain of intense locks,
Who would help with the unloved moisture?

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Feel the rays,
Through the dark veil of rain.
The marriage of cloud to sky.
The Twilight to the starlight.
The soothing feel of,
Heavens harsh tears,
Born of unbearable pain.

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In the starlit sunset,
The world falls asleep.
To wake anew,
With a risen dew.
All to wait for the starlit showers,
After a beautiful sunrise.

In the silence,
I can hear.
In the silence,
I understand.
In the silence,
I can feel.
In the silence,
I see the world as it is.
In the silence,
I can cry.
In the silence,
I feel pain.
In the silence,
I miss your voice.
In the silence,
I miss your breathing.
In the silence,
I can't remain.
Jump into the noise,
I must refrain.
For fear of the laughter,
I can't contain.
Silence is my curtain,
Your smile is my window,
But today it is not sunny.
Closed,
The curtain shall remain.
Sitting in the silence,
Afraid of the pain.