don't you dare tell me about my pain
when you have never lived inside of my brain

Cages
And my ears itch
Cages
And my eyes twitch
Dirt
On a solid floor
Blood
On an iron door
I can't think about it
I cant leave
I try to be content
But I am restless and afraid
And your hugs they feel like cages
And I my mouth anticipates
And my lips are always dry
And my mouth swells in size
Because touching burns like acid
Kissing tastes like it too
And I can't help but try
And escape from this life with you
And I see
Cages
Around my life
I feel
Dirt
Between our skin when we touch
And my
Blood
Tries to leave my body
Because your affection becomes too much
And I don't know
When I became scared
I don't know when
I lost that flame
But I feel
Cages
Dirt
And blood

Little Brown Red Bird,
Grow your wings soar far away,
In to solitude.

Love of my life,
light of my morning,
arise,
brightly dawning,
for your smile is a lamp unto my feet
you give light to my path.

your little advises
guard my heart to perfection
you make our courtyard a paradise garden,

I feel heaven when I'm with you
your smile alone can melt even God's heart,

as a union,
one with you
is blessed from above,

For one with you is one
and not two
& forevermore remains.