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Gearsofgizmo Apr 2016
Ah memories.
How thou are a *****,
Why must you bring me down when I reach new high?
Why must the pain come recoiling back after so long?
But go ahead and do your worst, prove how I'm worthless,
How I don't deserve to be happy, how I don't even deserve to speak.
But do your worst, because I sure as hell plan to do mine.
Gearsofgizmo Oct 2015
If I ever have kids and they want me to tell them a story,
I'll tell them the story about the three moons who changed me.
The first moon, The rival, always there to keep spurring me on to be better than I was. This was my goal, to surpass that moon.
For a time I became that moon's shadow. But I soon learned that being like that moon isn't going to get me anyway so I became my own and soared.
The second moon, An old friend, growing up this moon seemed to be there but just out of reach.
It made me grow up and learn all sorts of things.
The more this moon was around the more I learned and became me.
The moon that I am grateful to, how I enjoy this moon's company.
The third and final moon, The one who I look up to, no matter what I would ever say this moon would never agree to anything negative I would say.
It would always be there to make me see the light whilst I was stuck in the dark.
Oh how well this moon did that.
Not a day goes by where I don't think about the moon telling me to shut up and see how what I'm saying is wrong.
Thank you to the three moons who changed me.
Chris, Grace and Libby. I know what I've been lately and I sure as hell am sorry. I truly mean this, every word. You truly are the three moons who changed me
Gearsofgizmo Oct 2015
Is there a world without pain?
If there is please take me there.
I don't want to feel this pain anymore
  Oct 2015 Gearsofgizmo
Nicole Dawn
It's gonna hurt when you leave
My thoughts when I'm with friends
  Sep 2015 Gearsofgizmo
Nicole Dawn
Sometimes I think
I'm empty inside
Like there's a black hole
In my chest
Where my heart is meant to be

Sometimes I feel like
It's ******* the life out of me
It's stealing my energy
It makes it hard to breathe

Sometimes I wish
I was normal
And I had a strong beating heart
Where all I have is a evil black hole
That stole the innocent me

Sometimes...
No.
All the time
Gearsofgizmo Sep 2015
Sense
It's one of those things that just needs to be knocked into you sometimes.
Sometimes it's knocked into you by the people you least expect by reasons you would have never guessed.
So thank you to anyone who knocked sense into me.
Thank you for everything
Gearsofgizmo Sep 2015
Crap crap crap.
I'm such an idiot.
I'm so freaking sorry that you even know me.
I don't deserve to be breathing right now.
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