I looked at a roof
I looked at a loft
I looked at some pills
Thinkin ways to be off

I looked at the future
I felt the nails dig in
I looked at everyone I love
I felt the nails dig in

I looked at the people
To whom I'm a slave by debt
I don't want to be evil
But I just soon run away from it

down
and I got to get up
I'm so down
and I got to get up

I looked at the prices of the guns
I'm broke so I can't buy none
I looked at the eyes of a sad person
And wondered how they can go on

I felt all the people that ever left
And wonder if now if they have regret
They tell us to stay yet they don't know whats best
They don't know what's on the other side of all of this

I keep looking at the faces
of everyone I have loved
And wonder if they'd do better
If I wasn't here to judge

I know I promised you I would see it through
Please forgive me it's so hard to even breath anymore
Don't hold it against me, Remember I love you, forever true
I may looked like I never cared but I did and that I swear
I was never lazy but deeply blue to the depths you never knew
And now as I take my last swing I plead again I love you.

As my eyes swell up with tears
I think of all the stolen years
And it took a real man to face these fears
And let it all go and hope you'll conquer
Your loneliness, without me here
your solemnness and your future so near

As low as I can go
Seems to be the way the river flows
As solo as I can be
Looking up at the solemn trees
looking down at my bended knees
drowning in a pool of clear blue sea

As I look back at you
as everything turns to dust and salt
I see a person so true
And I see me so full of every lie that's bought
And it's you I forever sought
And I failed even you in the end, I never fought

I let the demons come and have me
I let the angels forget and ignore me
I let the screaming have my ears so loudly
I forgot who you were, I was supposed to protect and serve
and now you're getting nothing you deserve
But more pain and more vain words

I love you baby, Goodbye
I couldn't stay in, But I tried
Good night.

leap into the darkness
looking for a clue
Creep into the madness
you don't know what to do

been here for years
And it's the same faces everywhere
Can't easily turn to where
You need to be and say I'm out of here

We bare the pain
We bare the years
Pray it's not in vain
We bare the tears

Running from the past
with the future close behind
If it doesnt change we don't last
we just stay numb and blind

into our mental prisons
with all the ghosts that can be
haunting with precision
with all the past we don't want to see

We bare the pain
We bare the years
Pray it's not in vain
We bare the tears

Magick pours out over my hands
Flicker of the candle on the nightstand
watch the door open and see her silhouette
An angeled beauty I have no regret

Hear the thunder, feel the rain
In the night, no more pain
as she comes to light
and comes down on me like a hurricane

Feel the chill and then the warmth
Make her real in your realm
Feel the lightning in the storm
Feel her spirit in yourself.

I want to feel you near
I want to know you're there
I miss you everywhere
I hope that you are here

Haunt me
Let me know you're ok
Haunt me
And never fade away
Haunt me
I hope that you can stay
Haunt me
Forever and today

Haunt me if you can
haunt me with your love
Come on take my hand
Hold me it's enough.

Remember I told you I was an angel
On a mission and I hope it hasn't failed
Don't put me down, Don't make me them
Remember I told you don't be like everybody else

I will vanish soon enough
In ways you never dream
in this life I've had enough
Thank you for everything

Thank you for everything
you've been a bright light in my darkest night
Thank you for everything
You've been my best friend with all your might

Everyday That I talked to you
Everyday it was brand new
Loved to hear from you and how you were
I was sincere in listening to every word

And God bless you and God bless your daughter
She's sweet as you, take good care of her
As I know you will as you're a good mother
As i know you will find someone other

Another day in the crazy world
Another day, Another lonely girl
another way across the hazy field
There's more ways than one to get healed

And come out into the sun
and feel that life has just begun
feel the renewing of every drop of dew
Find the renewal of The new in you

Inside you can renew who you are
Just can't live in the past no more
Just got to know its a land very far
far away from the joy thats always ours

Another night stuck in this place
Another night lost out in space
Another light could shine inside your heart
Take you away from the dark unpleasant parts

And come out into the magical night
And feel the life in your veins and face shining bright
Feel the heart beating and the flowers breathing
Breathing life into your wounded soul bleeding