it's funny how society,
creates a box of mockery,
you're thin, you're thick,
you're curly, you're sleek,
all of us scrutinized
with a measuring  stick
of the standards brought
by the noble and the great,
don't do this, don't do that,
do this, do that
that's your purpose
and nothing else to add
"think outside the box",
now you know where that came from,
like being righteous
and normal is a ******* fandom,
say this, not that,
be this, not that,
always walk the line,
always be on time,
kiss this kind of guy,
marry a woman,
all these bandwagon,
all these rules,
we are all forced into a mold,
cutting all our edges,
cutting the things that make us great..

i hate the way you talk over me,
i feel invalidated and a rejectee,
i hate the way you make me feel,
like i am not even supposed to feel,
i hate the way you convince me
that my emotions are unreal.
i hate when you make me feel alone,
even we are together
and you're always on your phone,
i hate the way you prioritize other things,
like i'm always the last in your every listings,
i hate the way i cry at night,
and you seem not to care,
i hate that i'm sad,
and still blame me for it.
i hate that you make me second guess myself,
doubts and worries will then flood my head,
i hate the way you fail me multiple times,
then act like its no big of deal,
and i hate that they don't even rhyme,
i hate that i spent too much time thinking of you,
and you spent too much time avoiding to argue,
i hate that i often thought i was so special to you,
but it seems that i am just another shade of glitter and blue,
i hate that i say things that i hate about you,
and still find one thing to love even though..

at the end of the day, i still freaking hate you!

i shouted at you and you then screamed
noise filled the room instead of dreams

i broke down crying because everything stings
words been uttered and the broken things

i wont back down and so do you,
this fight made us both in black and blue

those endless accusations and endless curse
and then silence cause our throat now hurts

i took and deep breath and looked at you,
our eyes met, tears are falling, too

you said you're sorry, so did i
we ended up sharing this deep sigh

"are we over?", not praying for a nod
"the fight is over, but we are not"

you said she was your everything,
anything with her is in perfect timing,
life with her is what your dreams are made of,
everything for her you created with love.

you said she is the one,
your truth and your person,
you crave for her every minute of the day,
just the thought of her can make you feel okay

it was fairy tale..
but you lied!