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459 · Feb 2015
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Eyes as blue as oceans still
With the fire always intwined
458 · May 2014
Cant breathe
I am barely alive without us.
No point in breathing , speaking
Its not a choice, its blood pumping
Or the lack thereof , black blood
457 · Mar 2014
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The past is better off dead
Ive done all i can do - to the end
I just want to see you, Baby, standing right outside my door
All I want is you for my own, more than you could ever know
All the dreams I would be fine with letting go, and never seeing through
When I say to anyone else all I want is you, I'm lying a white christmas
Another one, far away , from you
455 · Dec 2013
receipts/jointwraps/memoirs
penny stuck to your back
roll over
this makes one cents all together
risky shivers of tongue
inyour ear
what makes you tick

why do i paint these papers red
when does an unpicked scab heal
what will we do when the trumpets play
who will be raining down from the heavens

this night burns slowly
my voice cracks woefully
sending me over the edge of lonely

out of the fog parted by light
us driving over the hill
after the sun had set
no closure
tis the season to be jolly
I won't mind that she was a hypocrite and isn't around anymore
if you don't mind me talking about her every once and a while
i  try not to but for some reason she messed me up so ungratefully
in you i won't shake so much i won't be so nervous just kidding
instantly i can't believe that i am able to shake out words so easily
i mean finally. i guess I've known you for a year.  this winter tho
is just me getting whoever i have wanted forever and now i am just
in awe that tonight i kissed you i want to keep you, keeping me warm
i won't try or anything , just how this goes and keep talking
in contractions
454 · Dec 2013
June 29th, 2012
and i waited.
ever present sound, ringing my mind
killing me with hot things
that are just sudden impulse

tried to bring my knife today
found out this was not a fight at all
cringing ,still in your wake
your moves of a condor
slowly unfolding for me to find the fatal flaw
in your speech
and the things you had planned to say

they are not one in the same
i will never respect to see it that way.
i will respect to see straight energy
blinding the constant blare of a ripened stare


loaded with probably
killed with a maybe
450 · Nov 2013
With I Open
caught myself while booking it
to shelter from your cold
stopped to breathe
with hands at my side
and decided to go for my own
warmth. not the absence of you
the lines-can slow me down
I'm not invisible now
      not even tryin to be

but sure dont exist
not in your world
heard the two wont mix
not in this world
i love you like a *****
not that you are in this world
445 · Dec 2013
November. 6. 2013
what if the stars
were all tears
from the gods

blue collar man
shred his dollars
never shed tears
443 · Nov 2013
A reference of Demons.
Today I fell into the Lonely again
my Envy my caged love bird
solemnly giving hits of Acid out

why do this Sadness baby
as you leak out into my Mouth
wasn't hard to Convince you
into my room We go around

after I said goodbye to my New
Grecian Lover- whom I held
one night- before She marked me
with the sign of the Beast- i
counted my new tally of being Used

Now that I'm furthermore International
Why would You lay with me?
even tho you gave Me back the ring
why would you Kiss me on the cheek
and lay on and under my Wing?
why would I wake up to escape us?
Se7en
441 · Jul 2014
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111
She fell as a raindrop
Unnoticed
    Unscathed , cushioned by the pavement
440 · Apr 2014
Burning down love
Bridge of nails
Wrists of fate
Sending time
Back to surrogates
Leave for nothing
Meant to bes
-take to beds
Healing time
And I am waiting
Hidden in vagrancy
Hiding patience in me
Alone in a snow storm
439 · Sep 2013
So? Set the World on Fire
Im sorry little ms Inebreated
youre a back break twist and scream
under my skin, iv tube torn out.

Lets light a candle for every sinner
set the ******* world on fire
it never had anything to offer us.

Some people want to watch the world burn
some want to burn with it, tangled up in all they loved

I want to watch the world burn , but I want it to be your fault.  
Kick over a candle for every sinner with a broken heart
so? Set the ******* world on fire.
438 · Mar 2014
Subdivision sound
All in all is it just a matter of time ?
Speaking to me in the easy breathes of sighs
I fear no sirens in my house of light
Even shadows of light cast pictures of



Negative space, speaking for itself
         Oh to  
B.  b. b.       Be where you can
See inside windows , of pentacles
             Simple opportunity
To reverse the hanged man, in the shadows
             Of the corners of the ceiling


But how this sets in as normal
And my fingers flow immortal
I can venture inside the vines
And uncover the sleeping Buddha
As long as the blue hovers over
My Nirvana , above and beyond hope
Home,
             Speaking now,
                                        with a smile.
438 · Dec 2013
November. 3. 2013
i met you on the worst day
not for me or you, but for the world
that was the day the most single
stunning and burnt bright stars
were taken off the market
one swoop of our eyes meeting
flush as the one you love
you are what you eat

i meet the weirdest people
sleep with the strangest women
if only i had a letter to write
to myself , in the past

i would say
I'm gonna love her
till my legs, give out


here i am floating in the retroscope
loving my friends for their all a bouts
missing you missing me missing you
missing me
436 · Jan 2015
you dont care
i told you it happened again

no response


take it to the back
punch them in the face
knives begin to show
and now you dont know

what is this inside
what is this pure metal feeling

on the fence, but this is the risk worth death then
431 · Nov 2013
hey whoever !?
*   * * *
do you know what you need>
**** your faith
when youre being ****** by fate!

hey whoever?
do you think high care<
patience is our *****
but i admit we all trade off...

hey who are you
to want to ask me ****=
whenever will i answer you
when i dont have time to live?!

hey universe! that i know?
what else is there to find
besides the best ignorant throne
to just put my past behind me.....<

should i ask for saving when i am god enough
to have you accuse me of creation destruction and control
431 · Dec 2013
Alone, on a beach
i could write about how you fooled me
into thinking, you were a poet of sorts not in words

you could feel upon my lap for the gun
since I'm driving, just to make our pursuers swerve

we could stop- practice our aim or drive on
still towards the setting sun, see Cali by sun up on a beach
424 · Dec 2013
June. 12. 2012
hopelessly hung up on all of this
the ridiculousness of you being bliss
hope its not something ill always miss
been setting myself aside for failures
but at least i have a beautiful departure
but id rather just stay trapped in the past
capture it, than have you hang me up
to just leave me till I'm dry, colorless
just waiting of the feeling of flight again
kiss me now if you want me to stay
looks to me that i should float away

gone and spent my last dime
on a phone call you didn't catch in time
what are pay phones used for anymore
for calling you names after you slam their door

i know you know I'm a ****
but i hope you know ill work
on it just to get another night
will the feelings you put inside

superficial glides
422 · Jan 2015
I wish you wrote more
Sometimes i feel the world will never hear you
the way you keep all your love to yourself
you think you give it away, really just afraid to fall
your words speak like light to my darkness
illuminating me even for a second
i know that we would both be happier
if you just would write a little better
421 · Nov 2014
Destroyer
Those days are gone
With the dark wind
Clouds larger than sky
Those dreams are here

Tolerant to the cold
Doing this by choice
All to be forgotten
For ever more forever
419 · Jun 2014
Untitled
Sunset on the earths saliva
Stick to the roads a snail trail
Wriggling inside like worms
Cant turn off the terror nerves
Nervous as never known nursing
An infant hidden in the closet
Fall asleep waiting for dreams
A ghost in the wire , fiending
Blanket wrapped around you
Naked on the porch , long night
Long sunrise , reflecting off the pool
417 · Sep 2013
Tired of This
this weakness of a foreign place
the heart stops except it still pumps space
cheat death and yet regret something
so this is what its like for the brain to stop working

patience in a single day
bound to end up places you've never been
I'm just here same place where have you been
youre just in the same place in which I'm trying to get
and i guess youre  calling now
no reason the phone just dialed itself
i guess i should start going now
no reason the phone just dialed itself


famous in a single day
bound to wake up some time, babe your dreaming, but this is really me
just wanted to show you how it felt
to get everything you wanted. are you happy now?

i can't stop playing back
your message from the last talk we had
i may have not answered that
but it was nice to hear from you ill at least tell you that.
but i guess I'm the one calling now
no reason the phone just dialed itself
i guess i should stop calling now
no reason the phone just dialed itself

i deleted everything connecting me to you
the fly on the wall doesnt even remember
unknown number comes skipping my heart.
414 · Mar 2014
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Heavy as a rainstorm
Heaving bolts of thought
4 that is what i have named by pen
and its ink is no longer blood
im writing with my breath now
for the life blood has run dry
and my breathing will carry me to my dying day
410 · Dec 2013
November 17, 2010
everything we know
is human.
humans even create
explanations for nature
anything human
will come to an end
we can not build anything
to last forever
we can not feel
anything
to last forever
we can not
last forever
in a world built to expire
there is no infinite anything
all that is infinite is space
and it seems the world has little of that
i can't think of anything more powerful
than an infinite vacuum of anything you would love
to last forever


*     * * * * *     *
every inch of our world
drenched, by the same water
over and over

endless cycle of repeating voices
noises visions of the noisiest
hungriest tool of destruction

demolishing villages
filling our oceans
filling our glasses
Bad displays of good hygiene  page 1
406 · Jun 2014
White
Here is the edge of silence
Sick of time like leaves in the
Blowing away - a people person
Forgiven for follies fickle as ****
Falling frozen in the farewell flame
"*******" she says
405 · Dec 2013
June 27, 2013
no weight
no never waitless huh?
youre always in my spine

faint,
but i still can see the light
but they are blurring it
still haven't found the time

to will its way
almost half past midnight
im not the same
a new day new sunshine
to make me blind on my time

fate
but not the one you find
the one that finds you
and punches you in the face

faint
bloods not your favorite smell
make all I've argued come true
and hand over lies now
you said it would never be like this again

you said it would never be like this again
Pick me up, and turn me round
show me the way i was going
before you tripped me up.

or were you meant to trip me
turn me around and leave be
either or i am lost

wondering if this is where i am
or if its just where i am supposed to be
but i guess i am already home
405 · Nov 2014
Here we are again
Un legible.   Notes scribbled in pain
Ment for somebody to never read
Lessons unlearned leaving bare skin
Naked like flesh canvas
I know you, thats why you know me
We've had enough time to ourselves
I threw knives in the circus-
Got in an argument with the lion
My boss is the only one who tamed him
So I got in a fight with my boss

I took my knives
and left - west
I know you know -why you know me
is a mystery
but I still remember your address
from all those postcards I would Send
I never told you that,
I threw knives

So heres my money and the death of me
since you never replied
                                         This is for your home
I dont live there anymore.
398 · Jan 2014
1
1
Cold winter deceit
Is reminding me
396 · Jan 2014
Last night
Our rabbit died last night
Now you are with child
It seems a sweetly soul
In us has found a home
As a singular tulip  opens
Just in time for spring
Name my child the breeze
395 · Sep 2013
dharma burns.
things were just how i wanted them to be
i guess  things  only are ever how they are to me
I'm ******* weird on this idiotic pretense of things
what is this world  now that i have nothing to feel
except what aint real   what the **** was that real
nah  tomorrow morning
when i wake up everything will turn out to be a dream


been a while.
said she doesn't know what peace is
anymore tears then i could cry myself.

Don't you feel the peace in air ?
now that we have finally embraced ourselves
I know i can feel the peace in the warmth
that i found in myself just for us.

but the dharma burns.
393 · Mar 2013
Tethys Sea
You are the Tethys sea.
When all the worlds land is together,
you are the rest.
The endless blue without boundaries,
sounds like you.
393 · Nov 2013
Untitled
I miss the rain Like
I miss your face while
Sewing seeds of anger
Can't harvest the love
I am a child of light
A man of darkness
All emotions lead
Out of balance

can't touch the light this time
but its alright, its alright
handing torches of our time
yeah its our time
never or for now; find
that we sing together
and pray for no one
they are all fine in theyr ways

love the light inside of you
not the illumination that casts
shadows on our face
i remember before i knew
i look like you
heal to cleanse the soul
Ce n'est pas la dernière fois que nous allons baiser ce soir, ou dans la vie. À la mort j'y sera en attente ou vous sera il y a demande, quand vais-je mourir et vous rejoindre en éternelle torsades du destin.
391 · Nov 2013
ha
ha
I found out they dont get me.  
just kidding- no body gets anybody down here

im tired of holding up my *******
or my gun
knives dont really do much
thats why i got my gun
thats why they all bought ammo

enough about me!
how are you.....///
hows the crime?
hows the scenery ?

no salvation? i Am fine thank you very much
389 · Nov 2013
Im afraid I
hands soft as sand
slipping away but turning over
my hour glass shaped lover
where do your thoughts lay?
are they of us or me or you
or do they divide you into two?

the way your eyes are mystery
but yet when I close mine
I still see yours,
glowing for the first time
for the days that we will turn into
time: the history that will come our way
this being how things are meant to play

Destiny, you are the way I wanted you to be.
the smiles that I now make exist I feel
caught the sun off guard, waking up next to you
by cherubs dancing all the while we’ve slept
but yet I feel like this isn’t the first time , or yet
is this even real, or just a dream -its just still now
that I have kissed you, ****** serene lovely eyed
Destiny

Im afraid I
am going to have to do it again and again
387 · Aug 2014
Cycles
Sometimes things change
Not often, but when they do
I hope you find me smiling
Bottle in my hand or not
Because its funny or its ***
Heaven is big enough
386 · Feb 2014
While you were drunk
Last night
While you were drunk
You came to me in my sleep
Just like you always wanted me to
But you were always too innocent
I could tell when you were faking sleep
And i wasn't faking it last night
You really surprised me
Showing up in my dreams
I asked for you
Right before sleep took over

Always the first thought while waking
Do you remember how far you walked?
How many times you tried to fly
used to fly in mysleep till i learned of your fears
Now such a safer approach to risk mystifies
Sleeping all day and night
Satisfy me. We are not satisfied. Satisfy me. We are not satisfied. Satisfy me. We are not satisfied.
383 · Mar 2014
Spring again
Here in the  ***** of good heart
I did space my sleep out between the sun
And its hiding place,  the other side
The way our hands fit, or sleeves slide down
Revealing flesh to the cones and rods of my eyes
Relieving under the flesh, your ******* torment
Was a lonely winter for both of us , but we can breathe now and clear our aching heads
The blue mountains reflecting our own dimension
And our friend the sun rising yet again
To mark the end of easy sleep
And the beginning of a new spring.
3.3.2014
381 · Feb 2014
21
21
Accepting -not settling
Broadening horizons
380 · Dec 2013
everyone is drowning men
ive been killing all day
so when i come home
just to take my clothes off
id respect the lord
if my bath water didnt stain me
with blood or rust
that maybe it do some justice
at washing clean the filth

did you come to stare
or help me wash away the blood

and after it all.  i dont regret anything
its all said and done  that i dont regret anything
i dream about you  nightly dreams of
regret and infinity

but when i wake up it ends
i still dont understand the images
but i know that you are not
infinity
touche
379 · Dec 2013
Old song bird
old terra this earth
send me sleep in a
world of theopolius
hold me memory a
sing me to sleep or
send me a mocking
wings like a terror
sand on the blackened
thicket of thicket and
stumble across chords
deeper than deeper
than it goes, on and on
stumbling a tumbler
377 · Feb 2014
Lucy Jane
On New Years I met a young lady
Who lives  far away in New York City
The place I will live, not yet tho
When it is one day then and until then
Sometimes we call each other
After I am done thinking about all the things
I would rather not write her about
And we talk all day, about the city
Or ourselves, or nothing at all
Its great, sometimes we send pictures
And they make us both smile
Sometimes I suggest things to her
And she has already done them  and that
Is the biggest delay, is that when
I am experiencing half way, shes there
Experiencing the end of the day
Different hours, and its totally fine
Because Im used to living in the past
And she loves living in New York City
376 · Feb 2014
25
25
Emblazon body a flame
Peaking on acid again
375 · Dec 2013
June 9th 2009
six dead
spider
in the watering bowl
drowned before they could
lay eggs in my skull

lay awake
in my bed
thoughts
of the eggs
inside my head
bedside swatters
a lozenge
and glass
i fear tonight
will be my last
9909
374 · May 2014
Corinthians
Love is patient
Love is kind
Confronting yourself
Blind in a mirror
Record no wrongs
Speak no evils
Beseech the cold
Emptyness at home
It is not love
If it gives you pride
373 · Nov 2013
This is a Love song
down in the deepest depths of the ocean
they understand your pressure
the cycle and the tides you put me through

they pour me drinks
say it comes from the heart
and that things will get better with time
but tonight
youre on my mind

and so i wait
for the time to be right
and long enough for me to be fine

here. we are we
still not old enough to know yet

is this love is this love that im stealing
every second for a sly reawakening.
hope comes unsettling
douses me with rust

so here we are
lovers in twos
stepping aboard the future that is
not how it was to you
im sorry darling
that our fairy tales real
no happily ever after
for the one that burries the other.

so here we lay
hoping that death take us in the same claim
our soul's eternal and undying flame
tourches my skin that is also yours
these are our teeth
chattering in the cold
naked enough to hold on this tight
enough for us to seal our fate with the same breathe
these are our lungs
this is our grave
they will find us and take pictures
and the caption will say
soul mates
twin flames
the inscription on a grave for two
371 · Feb 2014
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Trouble seeing past yourself
Hidden clearing enveloped in fog
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