Within Herron
Windstorm

I used to love you.  the way you were and would be
now I hate you, for your true self vile and ugly

you only want yourself to be happy,
you hate to see the world smile you are not smiling

you turn around stare for a second look back
I smile at you, and put the knife down
wish I would have saved the world from more heartbreak.

i ditched her body in the graveyard , she rotted with her family

Dont need to be anyone's beast of burden
Settling  Is the day im fine in my own skin

Where are your own opinions

Are they still in your heart ?

I miss the way you were always right

That way you turned me into your slave

And the way there is no need for redemption.

Instead I am caught in your reflection, Ripple

We cant stop talking about it.

My favorite band ended yesterday
does the world hold it together?
vibration for me to never dance to
feel my favorite stitch of time.
please sit with me now
as i lay my head on your leg,
squint my eyes and try to recount
back to the days, i had figured it out
i like dreams, so i should live in music.

Fate strewn across
An empty room

Fell in love with a caterpillar
Learned to let go of a butterfly

With grin
       Plastered
Against walls
Sorry
if i
fall

Why do i think of you sometimes
At the most precious of moments
The way you **** my smile
And make me wonder how you are

We spent such an interesting week together
I fell in love , and felt at home
Now i know what neither feels like
Because of how easily I am fooled

I know you probably didnt trick me
But reading how you feel and view
The world is not the same place to you
How could i have not seen it ?

I threw away the only picture i have of you
Yesterday, sure i did hesitate.
But your smile let me realize
Were better off without each other.

Thirty five thousand feet
and souring just as high
Leaving being all i know
Easier to do every time
Crushing pressure
Holding my ears down
Holding my breath in
Trying to sleep to pass the time
and wishing  i was sitting next to my smile

I can send you anything spontaneously
And i will, because i know it makes you smile
Whether im drinking or not, when i do i have an excuse
I can send the most bizarre uplifting moments of our existence
The fact that youre there in the world when im
Also there, just not close enough
Making fun moments wishing you were here
Or maybe i dont i have more better things to do
Just kidding cant even think of me not wanting to see you , not even kissing me, just you there being
Close to me.

But i am drunk or i would drive to you
And watch you sleep

While the colors fade onto my tongue
the world seems to suddenly dissolve
final retribution to the land I've been
inveloping ocean sure enough to sink

I'm your island baby, not the waves
I'm how they dont know how to feel,
the birds and the bees above and
below us they steal time just to feel
I only feel the roses thorn,
polen ****** and swallowed

Words are too messy, and way past time
I end in my mouth
                                 by saying more but
nothing at all.

You were my fantasy, now I can't wake up.
But babe we were never dreaming till now

All I ever did for you was wasted,
and came not from my heart
All i ever did was to see you naked
and came straight from my ****

theres the lies and what you wanted to hear

All I ever did for you was wasted,
and i would do it all again
All i Ever did was to see you naked
and tuck you in keep you warm.

I need a vacation
One i dont return from

I loved you the other day
wouldn't it go on the next
or the next day
of course it went on
and i survived it till now
its been this way since
the day i first loved you
even on the days i said
i didn't love you
whether i love you
before and just not anymore
i still loved you
and i continued to love you
until the last time i told you
that i loved you and wasn't
lying because i loved you
in the past and i didn't
know the future.

You say in my selfish suicidal wake,
you were saying how amazing I was
when you never danced for me
or called me to say you wanted to see me
or really ever called me back for that matter
no just when I was ready to slit my wrists
you stopped me by saying lies clearly
so now I'm alive and I have no idea why
I did it for you.  you never danced for me
necromance me for I am just as dead
trying this life thing out , for another year

The door of opportunity

My friend youre not clumsy

The words unspoken killing me

neil young playing me
mind in other countries

My cold bleak world
Rots in a tomb deep down
I barely remember it now
and when I do?
How it shakes  my bones
Throws fists in the air
Like- I hate that man!
When I don't, I don't think
If I did?
That would really ****
Cuz if I've learned anything I'm stuck
Being this is guy I am now.
Only be me till the pasts sinks in
Now I'm totally different
Each breath changing my views and
Each day still breaking same rules that
Have become laws to me
of how life outta be.

Perfect.

Never been so high
Never felt so ******

Extended by the hand of Eddison
Our days.
Whether or not they are spent  living
Or just  spending their livings- into
What ever  makes them happy
and Im happy
For them.

This night sounds as good
As certainty ever could
Giving waves of happen stance

I'm isolating that smile
Ill let it hang around like smoke
Let it last as long as it wants

Leaving at the opportune moment
Fading into the wallpaper , find me

My days were based on whether or not I could not  see you
And we could maybe try to not leave the world to ourselves
Yet near the end  I forgot how much
I wanted to be near you.

Now nights spent forcing myself to not be so alive
Maybe  find a new host.  But i dont. I just am  in some other spine.

This is the feeling I get now for trying to feel alright.
Hell is a the place  that you die and
My sunshine only burns my eyes out at night.

Fly in late
Rubbing eyes

Alive in the year of art
Infusing spirit in English

Stomach ready to turn
Thinking about gold

waiting, always  on the wait
for the waves to rise give onto wake
shake me in my sleeping  shell
leave when you feel full

im weighed down full of weight
waiting, always on the  regular
sleep with me  in my waking hours
stay until  you find me.

Forever here leaving like a dog
After 22 years id be fine enough

As luck will have it
Clock strikes 11:11

Seasons change
Only leaving rain

Defending my self,
against the wall of sound.
It has been know to do
terrible things to a man.
Most that refer to it
fear what they do not understand.
I understand nothing
except for that when our skin touches
our atoms are kissing, and not us.

My days were based on whether or not I could see you
And we could maybe try to get the world to ourselves
Yet near the end you forgot how much
I wanted to be with you.

Now their spent forcing myself to not be so lonely
Maybe  make some new friends. But i dont. I just am  in some other life.

This is the feeling I get now for trying to feel alright.
Heaven is a place that you go and
My sunshine only comes out at night.

Eager to breathe
Hesitant to come up for air

About that time
The pawn goes back in the box

here we are again. same spot
i swear ill wait for you.
the universe will go around destroy inwards
and create itself anew
and ill still be here
getting you around the right corners
at the right times

ancient as sand
new as religion
i am the reason you breathe
the reason you speak
the reason you know who you knew
before they died
and the universe destroyed itself
inwards
i will create yourself anew

Beyond the pedigree
My soul needs you

Let me eat your heart out

You can make it up your own
Only If you forget your words

Millions of people
With a million reflections
Standing where your feet were
Heading in their own directions
I saw the street as it is now,
and how it was in the middle
Of me and you
Separating the whole room
Since this worlds made for two
With only our favorite colors, and blue
Subsequently just for  me and just for  you

Hesitation in all the things i need to
say
Letting go like three yellow butterfly
wings

My favorite tunes
Reminding me of you

You used me for a six dollar sack of ****
I told you that tonight's the night I end it.
My life  my love my career. Gone
In a flaming car crash
You asked if I needed your help
I said, yes can you take me to the hospital
Maybe I do want to live
You looked me in the eyes
And said you would
If you had the time.