Cold winter deceit
Is reminding me

With grin
       Plastered
Against walls
Sorry
if i
fall

As luck will have it
Clock strikes 11:11

She fell as a raindrop
Unnoticed
    Unscathed , cushioned by the pavement

Money worth stomaching
Boxes folding stacking
Plain clothed cops and
Cars worth hijacking
Annoy me and all they do is pass me
Like i am in a James Hugh's movie

The sun will come out tomorrow
Bizzaro //A real hard act to follow
they pour like liquid valentines
Villains
Some get lost going home
Most get moist-in a moan
Document the sweetness
Sorrow - gets set on fire
Ember- doused; a funeral
Empire. Reeds on the bank
A foggy morning riverside

Promenade in the rain
Reminding my ears
We are still alive

Alive in the year of art
Infusing spirit in English

You can make it up your own
Only If you forget your words

How you sound on the phone
Sounds like smiling

Within Herron
Windstorm

neil young playing me
mind in other countries

Accepting -not settling
Broadening horizons

Fate strewn across
An empty room

Forever here leaving like a dog
After 22 years id be fine enough

Seasons change
Only leaving rain

Emblazon body a flame
Peaking on acid again

Trouble seeing past yourself
Hidden clearing enveloped in fog

Stomach ready to turn
Thinking about gold

About that time
The pawn goes back in the box

Fly in late
Rubbing eyes

Never been so high
Never felt so ******

Heavy as a rainstorm
Heaving bolts of thought

Eager to breathe
Hesitant to come up for air

My favorite tunes
Reminding me of you

Fell in love with a caterpillar
Learned to let go of a butterfly

Eyes as blue as oceans still
With the fire always intwined

Leaving at the opportune moment
Fading into the wallpaper , find me

I need a vacation
One i dont return from

Dont need to be anyone's beast of burden
Settling  Is the day im fine in my own skin

The past is better off dead
Ive done all i can do - to the end

Beyond the pedigree
My soul needs you

Watching sparks fly
Behind closed eyes

the beast howls the serpents home
sends fire up the spine of anyone
dare enough to be brave and dare me
terror amplified by the terror it tried
to feed me,  a dish of my own tongue
proper etiquette my mouth is mutual

hand gun presently displayed at his funeral
open casket hide the wound he was shooting from
at open lung hide this toxicity toxicology talk
st peter knows opiates like i know opiates

Our orders are to burn the Messiahs body twice.
Just like the corpses crawling from their graves,
that we push back with a shovel, remove the brains
set the pit a-blaze if they try to rise again

Blood and Brains better splattered all over the cement
than slowly removed through your coke holes with a fork
the scent of the earth, is only as bad as its worst rotting *****

***** and Brains better obsessed over all alone in the dark because
her skin flakes off in my arms,  her lips disintegrate with a kiss
her name is Serenity, shes dying , going going dead
still can't get her 7 gallons of blood out of my bed.

Blood and Bruises better thought over with a glass of wine
switch blade fights with rivals, hiding bodies in the sage
they said to dig a hole for every single one, till my dying day
but I hear the messiah is Three, and if i cut him up
how stupid of a human I would be,

ash separates easily

Sorrows soundtrack
Elliot Smith

Hesitation in all the things i need to
say
Letting go like three yellow butterfly
wings

You used to be there on the other side
And on this one, not trying to hide from light
Were both trying to move away from the past
But I can still call you anytime
If i want to hear your answering machine
And the sound of you ceasing to care
Anymore vacant than the air filled with spirits
Your head is scared by dizzying heights.  
As i dangle my feet from the belltower
Craning my head around side to side
To see who is speaking bellow
You leave me to my fascinations
And bid me a silent farewell  

Now we both haunt each other
We make beautiful music turn stale
I spend my life weighing my heart
Against my **** and my brain
On divinity, morality, and Anubis's scale
Laughing he says you are my toll to pass
Onto the land of whatever i truly want
Since i will never know what i need
And you will never know what you want
And we give and take quite equally
You take the life out of me, i leave you guilty
We are such a perfect couple, of suckers
Blood dripping from two puncture wounds

Bathing in love/ your idea of it
Focused ******* that steady change
Just my size of box - a stepping point
Floating off from the rocks , open cove
There was always- something , cope.
/Paint me a picture/under fresh pine
way under the woody black faded from this green of desolate trees
Ship rock down the shore forgotten
Your plot of wood and cliff / faded from view as every day is now
Our newpine friend jutting out of rock / fifty meters from the seahouse
Something maybe in your tone- bubbles of soap- darkly the ocean
Salt water kisses and something about conquering fear or dread
One of the consequent
Black and white swirls
Has me laying around
All these messages left
Im on my way out
Afraid of burning bridges
And open water

I loved you the other day
wouldn't it go on the next
or the next day
of course it went on
and i survived it till now
its been this way since
the day i first loved you
even on the days i said
i didn't love you
whether i love you
before and just not anymore
i still loved you
and i continued to love you
until the last time i told you
that i loved you and wasn't
lying because i loved you
in the past and i didn't
know the future.

still with the enemy
blood pouring under me
sleeping on the bridge
while the river stains the sand

sinister digits marking the overpass
four more points than you ever made
while my body bathes in flame
youll stay happy, stay loved

wait are you happy, when youre so hated?

All I ever did for you was wasted,
and came not from my heart
All i ever did was to see you naked
and came straight from my ****

theres the lies and what you wanted to hear

All I ever did for you was wasted,
and i would do it all again
All i Ever did was to see you naked
and tuck you in keep you warm.

I just want to see you, Baby, standing right outside my door
All I want is you for my own, more than you could ever know
All the dreams I would be fine with letting go, and never seeing through
When I say to anyone else all I want is you, I'm lying a white christmas
Another one, far away , from you