Here i am in the field
My lonely breath visible
Not waiting, but living.
Without you hearing
Yet always listening
As you have taught me.
I will always be smiling
In your mind, find me
Smiling, writing love to you.
If you hear me whispering
Throughout the wind that we are
Know that i am only singing to you.
I am only home with you, without
I am only wandering the storm.

i told you it happened again

no response


take it to the back
punch them in the face
knives begin to show
and now you dont know

what is this inside
what is this pure metal feeling

on the fence, but this is the risk worth death then

it stings
it feels its way
in

forcing,
im sorry
forcing
im sorry for this
forcing

im not sorry for wanting
but im so sorry for needing

I never meant to hurt you
Didnt ever want to be the one
Some dreamers are innocent like you
Strategy their favorite , heart blind
Never wanted to be your beast
I dont want to only see you sometimes
I'll never be able to not let you chose
It isn't even up to me as a choice
Fate comes down in acid rain drops
This statue fades away every time
No reason to save face

Sometimes i feel the world will never hear you
the way you keep all your love to yourself
you think you give it away, really just afraid to fall
your words speak like light to my darkness
illuminating me even for a second
i know that we would both be happier
if you just would write a little better

World of weight in balance
Things you never see -  blind
Effects of smiles thrown overboard
In this together, how are you so alone?
Getting away with pride- false pride
Putting yourself down, dead weight
Running away from your dreams

people can accidentally send you pictures
with the love of your life,  living without you
and not think anything of it- what a miracle