Rose Everest

Rose Everest Oct 2018

The storm inside my heart rumbles more than the thunderstorm outside.

I danced across the rain filled road,
Thinking to myself that if I do that,
You'll eventually come back.

You told me once; when I was about to end my life,
That you'd rather silenced the people who talk **** about me than losing me,
And you told me that it'll make you sad if I'm no longer around.

Then you'd call me,
And tell me that you'll make me the happiest girl in this world.

But then whenever I re-read those memories,
Those were just made up honey coated lies.

And in the end,
You choose to be with her than me.

He found his own love while I'm here crying

#sad #crush #girl #boy #love #rain

Rose Everest Oct 2018

Summer festival

Last night,
When the clock struck midnight,
And as the artist sang their songs.

I thought about you in every love song,
Every sunset,
Every cold air.

Your scent lingers on everywhere I go,
Your presence stayed in my mind for eternity.

And I know for sure that we are never going to be together,
But I know for a fact that I have and always loved you.

I saw you in the music festival I loved on one summer night.

#love #crush #music #sad

Rose Everest Oct 2018

One sad night

I dreamt about you last night,
it was truly surreal.

you hugged me from behind on that very road,
and as I woke up, I told myself that it was just a dream,
yet I smelled your scent on my shirt.

then my dream continue as I fall deeper and deeper into my sleep,
I saw you again; smiling at the sight of me,
I asked your friend and she said "He have been boasting about you and him hugging you all day long!"
and that scorching blush I felt on my cheeks and chest was surreal too.

us holding each others hands in front of the reddish orange sunset on the beach,
us hugging in front of my hotel room.

all of that is just one of my stupid dream.

Why can't I stop falling in love with the wrong person?

#love #sad #him #crush #dream

Rose Everest Oct 2018

Unexpected Love

Her hair,
Soft like a brand new bed sheets on my wrecked bed.
Her smile,
Sweet like the coffee I drank a couple of hours ago.
Her scent,
It lingers everywhere; whether it is in my room or in my dreams.
Her,
She is my first unexpected love.

I fell for a women

#love #girl #unexpected #bisexual

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