people think i write poetry
because it passes time

but in reality i write poetry
because it takes all my thoughts away.
i have so much to say that can be replaced
with something that can finally make me happy.

overthinking is like always being in a labyrinth
there are hundreds of ways
but only one is going to be the right one
nevertheless you have to go through them all.
finally you found the right one
it's a positive or negative outcome;
a mix of all the other ways;
and you kinda knew it from the start.
the next labyrinth is yet to come.

you said you liked the color blue
and i took you the ocean
i showed you the sky
you didn't like it

you said you liked the color yellow
and i bought you sunflowers
i introduced you to the sun
you didn't like it

you said you liked the color green
and i planted a tree for you
i tried everything i could
you didn't like it

then you said you didn't have a fav color
and i asked the universe for a rainbow
you didn't like it, as always
it was never enough for you

finally you decided you liked the colors red and purple
and i let you draw on me
you left purple marks on my skin
and red ink came out of my nose

oh darling,
at the end of the day you ran away
and i really thought you loved me

astrology is for people who want to find out
why people treat them way they do
it doesn't make sense

i see you
holding so much sadness and pain
full of emptiness
full of misunderstanding
things you never deserved
imprinted on your flawless skin
i can almost touch the scars of your soul

7 billion people on this earth and i chose you
to write about
to talk about
to dream about
to think about
to love
but you didnt
6.999.999.999 people

i know how to love
but i dont know how to believe im loved