your voice my comfort zone
but i don't hear it in my head anymore
it's been a year without your presence
your absence finds me gloomy
not a day without you in my head

but today i woke up and realized
i forgot your voice
you are a distant memory

i'm so afraid to completely forget you

i'd do anything to hear your voice again
i still dream of this

i will forever be mad at the universe for giving you to me when i wasn't ready for you. why did everything have to happen when i was that low? maybe it was better like that,
maybe in another dimension

u‘ll never look like the girl in the magazine
the girl in the magazine doesn't
even look like the girl in the magazine
and thats okay

i'm doing so much better without you
i have healed from the pain you put me through
and there's art in everything that heals
i appreciate nothing more
i'm growing to be the best version of myself

i hope the next time
i cross your mind,
it hurts you to think of me doing better
than the way you left me.