it's quiet
the fridge is humming
the tap is dripping
the clock is ticking
my heart is beating
all this noise and yet it's quiet

You are nothing but a taste in my mouth
a reflection of myself
mirrored versions of me, me, me
mirrored split personality
mysterious I, Gemini,
keep talking to myself
through the shining in your eyes,
Amber, it's no surprise
we are drawn to each other,
child twin brother,
floating through space
we are kids, chameleons
fickle in our ways
we can't be blamed
it's our nature
to see I in You,
and You in I.

I'm not going back in time
To fetch you,
Hurry up.

The day was short and stupid,
Like most of January's days,
I'd rather stay
From January away.

Your eyes sang the song of loss
And I recognized the chorus

I'm not okay but
Day by day I keep going
It's getting better