I put on some heels
so I would feel pretty,
but now i'm just sitting in heels alone.

I think i'll just take them off since
they aren't much help,
and go back across town.

Maybe on the way i'll stop in the coffee shop,
and meet someone there who will actually care.

But I know that when I get there I will
get my coffee and leave, disappointed from my
extreme amount of optimism and and the sense of reality coming back to me.

I cover things up by doing things happy people would do,
but do I really feel it?

I did. But I don't anymore. Life has gotten confusing again and the heels can no longer fix it.

There aren't going to be pretty girls at the coffee shop who will understand or even talk to me.

My hopes are always too high. My head always in the clouds. Someone needs to bring me down.

I am alone and forever I will be.

Just give me one kiss
with those saltwater lips
and I will give you my soul.
You can drag me out to sea,
the water heavy over me,
and watch me gladly drown.
As the water fills my lungs,
I'll look up to the sun,
reminded of your beauty.
The red spots that color my eyes will
be a memory of those lips that
brought me to my gorgeous demise.

How could I have showed you what you meant to me?
Do you know how many times I would've caught a train to be with you?
I had to think of your parents, they would've loved that.
How many times I wished you were at school so I could be there to take care of you.
Endless thoughts running through my head of the day i'd be able to sit with you,
just be with you, make you feel loved, let you know someone was there,
let you cry in my arms, let you know that someone cared.
The ceaseless worrying over you,
you think i'd intentionally hurt you?
I could never, I can't even think of it,
what I said, those words weren't from me,
you need to understand,
I need you to understand.
I'm being selfish, but I deserve to be,
you don't know how much you mean to me.
It's all so crazy,
I was there for you never asking for anything,
but now,
now,
****.
I just want you back.
I want our friendship back.
I need you to understand me like I understood you.
I need you to forgive me.
I need you to trust me
because I would be there for you always.

Rip* my heart open,
blood dripping from broken seams,
Love flows* through fresh wounds.

I am dusting off my heart for you.
You can have my heart, my life, my soul.
You have completely enchanted me.
I am truly in Wonderland.

I know it's true,
but I keep denying it to myself
because I cannot have you.

These feelings are wrong,
and  everything is backwards,
I just wish this once I would be right.

I think in the end
it will have been worth the fight.

Lovesick. Baby, it's
you. I knew the moment I
laid eyes on you. *You

You made me fall in love with you,
first with your words,
then with your humor,
next with your smile,
then with your innocence.

You made me fall in love with you,
I fell fast and I fell hard.
It was as if someone came along
and dropped
a watermelon from the top of
the Empire State Building
as all the passerby's stood
in awe, watching it explode
as it hit the ground;
my heart being the watermelon.

You made me fall in love with you,
and I go mad every time
you say those three simple
words that mean the world to
those who receive them.

You made me fall in love with you,
and even if your 'I love you's' don't
mean what I want them to mean,
I will never leave you,
I'll stay by your side.