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Somehow I know
               Whatever I write,
           It’ll be about *you.
 Jan 2016 ejrmaguire
chris
 Jan 2016 ejrmaguire
chris
he looked at you like you were
the ocean and he was
desperate to
drown.
 Jan 2016 ejrmaguire
enin
drowning in caffeine
breathing the nicotine
my blood cant circulate - your love will stimulate.
the ****** of death in **** will simulate
your touch , my need
as we spiral in to sin

separation , depression , paranoia
anxiety - the absence of my sleep
aggression , desperation
toxicity - of a drama we are in
discoloration - i can't control the spin

screams - muted by bitter pills
our dreams - induced by the  acid
capsuled lives - longing self destruction
your embrace - disconnection
release me from what is real

obsession - for what we cannot fix
frustration - for what we can't control
memories - of what we used to be
delusions - of what we could have been
isolation - thoughts of being free
now voices dictate what i should feel
digging through my skin - opening the wounds
put your fingers in

remembering the days when we held
an illusion no drugs could replicate
i can't forget.
exchanging promises of never letting go
was it all in my head?
i can't escape the hole.
i walk the road alone.
 Jan 2016 ejrmaguire
Got Guanxi
i feel your heat broke,
held back tears choked,
body mould vegetable like an artichoke,
rope burns, red raw, fingerprints imprinted
like an etch a sketch around the throat.
Hoping for forgiveness.
All you got to give is ambivalence to a kaleidoscope,
a spectrum of a sliding scope,
outpost, hides in a gliding cloak.
Invisible to the individuals
that provide the hope,
the inevitable return of the great white dope.

So,
Those fragments of the heart,
are an art piece.
Raw and uncut,
you came unstuck in your cuticles.
Nailing your beautiful mistake,
To a cross shaped like shoulder blades
holding up those younger days,
shades of the shadows past.

Like a puzzle,
someone will find your corners,
and pieces in between,
when it seems all is gone,
the heartbeats faintly.

Not all is lost.
quaintly.
the beep is constant
and,
your heart spoke in rhythm to the promised land.
 Jan 2016 ejrmaguire
DET
Just because they give up it doesn't mean it's time for you
Too
To give up
Why give up? Why? Why can't you stand up when there are people out there fighting to live?
Just because things seemed hard doesn't mean it's time to give up.
You have to stand up stronger and ask yourself how come there are people who have cancer or poor people and they can get up and fight back! Why can't you be one of them?

If you fall remember that you still have a chance to get up higher.
Why do you give up when you are very close to making your dreams real?
If you keep trying, keep doing it over, because trying can take you where you have always dreamed to be.
Ignore the pain, Ignore the hatets because they hate to see you stand. They are jealous.
Let the haters judge, you just know that they wish they could be like you.
Let the haters hate you because they hate to see you standing up.
Let it be your motivation.
If you ever hear someone talking about you, let them talk about you because they wish they to be like you.
If you know who you are than the is no need for you to believe in their words.
Whatever happened yesterday, leave it behind because those mistakes can never be fixed! I
If you don't want to repeat those mistakes, learn from them. There is always another chance.
Life is not easy, but believe in yourself everything will be alright.
There are going to be hard times, but just know that is a test that god creates to see if you really gonna give up or try.
If you feel fears, pray but don't let those fears stop you.
Remember we are all equal so don't you ever feel less because remember there is a god above watching us and loves you.
Everyone has a purpose in this world.You decide what your purpose is.
But remember keep going,chase your dreams Because you never know where those dreams will take you.
Don't give up because remember there are kids that have cancer or poor people that call still get up and fight.
Love your haters and don't hate them back, simply feel bad for them.
Love your haters,but don't judge them back because they show us how to become stronger and become a better human Just remember there is a god that loves us! But don't ever give up just because the people want it that way.
Always stand and say,"I fell this time, but it won't happen again."
Don't give up, someone out there knows what you're capable off.
Smile, and continue..........
I know that this is not a poem but I hope this makes everyone of you reflect and don't give up.:)
 Jan 2016 ejrmaguire
DET
By:D.E.T
I feel alone
Don't know what love is
I've been melted
That I just don't feel nothing

You shut the door in my face
Didn't get the chance
To explain to you
I'm cut off from the truth
In I don't know what to do
I just don't know
You tell me that you love me
Then the next thing you do is shove me
With all this mess
You press it
Against my chest
I never rest
Cause I have to protest
Against this  hardest
Life you have given me

Can't even make eye contact
Cause my brain cracked
Afraid to take challenges
I don't understand the massages
It's all the pains,
The paints
That where all a mess
That I just
Don't wanna know
Anymore
It's been said
That it gets so sad
I feel dead
So, please don't repeat
Cause my knees go weak
Look straight
My blood begins to evaporate
Cause my blood boils


You tell me to get gone
Cuz I am wrong
But you didn't let me explain
About the pain
I gain
Inside
Yeah, I gotta hide
The pain

And you know what's the worst
Is I walk this mile
With no smile
On my face
That's just to say

But don't worry I'll get gone
Cuz I'm done
Of feel empty
And carry heavy
Emptiness on my chest

So, I'll get gone
This poem has nothing to do with my life I just felt like writing it :)
 Jan 2016 ejrmaguire
DET
By:D.E.T.

When I leave
Just sleep
But don't bleed
If you feel the pain gain
Just know it'll
Heal
So, there is no big deal
If you feel ill
Just try to heal

When I leave
Don't turn around
And make a sound
With your words
Cuz I'll pretend that those are the birds
Don't face me cuz in this case
You have to find your own place

And space
That you belong
Stay strong
When I'm gone

Cuz I'm done
With this pain
Don't complain
Or try to explain
Cuz it don't mean nothing

I frown
When you drown me
Keep your distance
Cuz I don't want to know about your experience

Cuz you bother to help me
When I bleed
Inside and out
That's what it's about

You not helping me
So, let me flee

So, when I leave I won't shad a tear
Cuz this how it seems to appear
To me

So, know this when I leave
Just know that I don't want to bleed
 Jan 2016 ejrmaguire
DET
By:D.E.T

Home alone
I pick up the phone
To call you
To tell you I'm feeling blue

Home alone
I pick up the phone
To tell you I'm sorry
But you don't seem to worry

Cuz seems like you don't care
Can't you see I'm yelling for help
But you can't tell

When you look into my eyes
You said that you have realized
That I'm fine
But can't you see is all a lie
When I tell you I'm fine
I'm basically want to tell you I want to die

I regret
Not for telling I forget
How I felt
As I fell in love

But you torn me apart
When you started
To move on
Even if hurts me I gotta tell you good bye
Cuz you're the reason
Why I am bleeding

Don't tell me to repair
The pain
Cuz it erase
So, please
Don't tell me that
Cuz even if you pet
My head
With that pet
You give me in my head
I feel dead

All I want to do is get the train
To erase this pain
And get lost on the dark
Cuz I see what I thought
Of you liking me
Makes me bleed
I wrote this because I kinda got my heart broken so, I decided to write this poem to get the pain out of my chest
 Jan 2016 ejrmaguire
DET
Weakness
 Jan 2016 ejrmaguire
DET
By:D.E.T

You stick your nose in my business
So, you can listen to my weakness
Am I surprise that you used my weakness

No, not really
Cuz I feel pity
Cuz you thought
That what you heard
Was a good word

To listen
You tellin' me you're a cold hearted
Good, let's get it started
Cuz a cold hearted
Doesn't fall in love

Listen you wanna be a cold hearted
That's what you wanna be
I got a weakness

Yeah, I struggle
With my troubles
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